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Lyrics:
Chorus
I’m alone again/
Just this vicious cycle and me/
Sitting in the dark/
Wishing these walls could speak/
And tell me things will get better/
Tell me anything at all/
How did I end up here?
How did I end up alone?
Verse 1
I wanna be the best, the best of all time/
I, wanna make you cry with my rhymes, as I blow your mind/
I want you to hate me, because you can’t escape me/
Realize that you can’t take me, cuz I am overtaking/
The game and it’s plain, I’m insane, and I’m a beast/
On these beat so you see, that I have been unleashed/
And just I’m so angry, like all of the time/
I spit a venomous verse, yeah I rip rhymes/
Wanna leave these emcees as empty as I am/
Wanna destroy the whole world, just because I can/
And you will never stop me, yeah that’s right I’m cocky/
I am original, and the rest of y’all are copies/
My heart is frosty, my soul is ice cold/
I know I look young, but I’m a thousand years old/
When you’re this great you do not need friends/
So why should I care if I’m alone again?
(Chorus)
Verse 2
Now it is my intention, that when my name is mentioned/
In a negative sense, then kids will get detention/
Adults will get arrested, and populations tested/
To ensure that they love me for I will be respected/
You see I fear rejection, I cannot tolerate it/
And I will never rest in peace till I’m appreciated/
I swear I’ll tear down anybody who’s above me/
So if I spare you, count yourself lucky/
I’ll only say this once, so make sure you listen/
Greatness is my mission, I’m burning up with ambition/
And I am so afraid that I’ll wake up in twenty years/
With an average job, an average wife, and average kids/
Feeling trapped cuz I failed at rap, but screw that/
Chip on my shoulder? Ha, more like the whole bag/
I want to be remembered, but I fear becoming nothing/
My heart is so ugly, how could God love me?
(Chorus)
Verse 3
I wrestle with myself literally every day/
It feels like I can’t win but I fight anyway/
I’m disposed to arrogance, try to stay humble/
But all this trash comes out, every time I stumble/
My heart is filled with rage, it’s time for me to quit/
And give it all to God, so He can handle it/
I’m tired of being tired, sick of being sick/
I swear that Imma explode, like tick, tick…
If there’s any hope it ain’t with me/
My only hope is that Christ can love me eternally/
Because I’m so lost, but He paid the cost/
He wrote the check in blood, and He cashed it on the Cross/
And I’m just blown away, by this amazing grace/
He’s heard my hate filled heart, but He loves me anyway?
In the face of that, I think I finally know/
If I have Christ in my life, I'll never be alone.
(Chorus x2)
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