I woke up late
Guess I'm never really early
I hesitate
Only to fail
I get so tired
Of procrastinating
I need a change
I can't do this,
I can't do this,
I can't do this by myself
I can't do this,
I can't do this,
Oh, God I need your help
I'm standing still
Move so peaceful
I can't pretend
That I'm fine
I get so ill
Crazy agitated
When I'm not really dying
Press into me
Breath the air
Bask in me
you'll be free
to do anything
Behind the Song:“I am always late. I run late everywhere I go. It’s a real weakness. I over think things. And I over explain myself. I talk too much. I leave ridiculously long messages on people’s voicemail and don’t always listen like I should. It’s really selfish and I needed help with it… in fact I need help with about every area of my life… being a Christian, being a wife, being a mom, staying in shape, keeping a budget, a schedule, writing a song. I can’t really do anything that really matters all by myself. And so, I wrote a song that if nothing else reminds me of that very fact, I can’t be who I was created to be by myself. I need help. And that’s where the church steps in. It is why God’s beautiful bride exists… it is where I find the community and the accountability to actually work towards being the person Jesus died for me to be. And it is in becoming that person that I am the most useful to the kingdom of God… the only true reason for my existence in the first place.” – Plumb