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Brown cover
12. Full Color
Album: Brown
Artist: P.O.D.
         
 

I cry why O' why did my mommy have to die?
Too many questions, no answers confuses my mind
Like what did I do, what did she do, who's to blame
No one understands what I'm going through
So how can I trust what I can't touch and can't see
Believe in love and she's in front of me
Silence in your eyes, my heart so cold
No time for goodbyes, then you leave me alone
you leave me alone

So what do I do accept it and carry on?
Or release my anger, until it's gone
Show you and this world exactly how I feel, death in full color
It's never been so real, It's never been so real
It's been me and you, It's always been me and you
No matter what we faced, we always made it through
Get out of this dream, do what I gotta do
No one can take your place and I don't want them to, and I don't want them to
If I could take your place, I would, I would take your pain
Just to see you smile and say my name,
Just to see you laugh and hear you cry
I don't understand, I don't know why

I've never been it this state of mind, life just don't make sense
With you I could move mountains, but right now I'm helpless
I guess, you always knew what was best
Believed in your God, till the very last breath
You showed me just how strong you can be
If Jesus saved your life, could he do it for me?
I'll lay down my life for you and for Him
Believe God's promise, I'll receive you again

Lord here I am, but I am no one, Believe in Your name
Believe in your Son, if you meet me here I will wait on you
Sacrifice and serve, do what you want me to, do what you want me to

I'll take it day by day, and sit at your feet
Cause you are strong when I am weak
I'll seek to keep from going under
Until you hold me again, I'll always wonder,
I'll always wonder, wonder, wonder

O' God, Why did my mommy have to die?
Why did my mommy have to die?
Why did my mommy have to die?
Why did my mommy have to die?
Why did my mommy have to die?
Why did my mommy have to die?
Why did my mommy have to die?
Why did my mommy have to die?

Why?
Death in Full Color
Why?
It's never been so real,
Death in Full Color
Why?
It's never been so real
Why?

Why did my mommy have to die?
Why did my mommy have to die?
Why did my mommy have to die?
Why did my mommy have to die?
Why, O' why did my mommy have to die?
(Back in 92, I thought my life was through)
Why, O' why did my mommy have to die?
(Back in 92, I thought my life was through)
Why, O' why did my mommy have to die?
(Back in 92, I thought my life was through)
Why, O' why did my mommy have to die?
(Back in 92, I thought my life was through)


 

More Lyrics from Brown

  1. 01. Intro
  2. 02. Know Me
  3. 03. Selah
  4. 04. Visions
  5. 05. Brown
  6. 06. One Day
  7. 07. Punks Rock
  8. 08. Breathe Babylon
  9. 09. Funk Jam
  10. 10. Preach
  11. 11. Reggae Jam
  12. 12. Full Color
  13. 13. Seeking The Wise
  14. 14. Live and Die
  15. 15. Outro
                 
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This Friday, Friday, November 6
ALBUMS
Big Daddy Weave It's Time For Christmas - EP [Curb]
Hillside Recording & Addy Prado Come and See - EP (independent)
Meadows DESERT WALKER (CD) [Facedown Records]
Mystical Death Across [Rottweiler]
Chris Tomlin Good News Of Great Joy (Christmas Songs Of Worship) [Capitol CMG]
We Are Messengers Rejoice! (A Celtic Christmas LIVE) [Curb]
Mark Wills Grand Ole Revival [Gaither]

SINGLES
Olivia Lane Hark! The Herald Angels Sing - Single [BEC]
Tasha Layton & Dave Barnes What Should I Get You For Christmas - Single [BEC]
Blessing Offor The King Has Come - Single [Capitol CMG]
Hunter Plake Holly Jolly Christmas - Single [BEC]
River Valley Worship Come and Behold - Single [BEC]
Tae Lamar, YP aka Young Paul The Re-Up - Single [Polished Arrow]
Vineyard Worship Jesus Our Christ - Single [Vineyard]

VINYL
Meadows DESERT WALKER Vinyl [Facedown]

Next Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin Currency [Equal Vision]

Next Friday, November 13
ALBUMS
Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

SINGLES
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
Living Again Get This Far - Single (independent)
Magdalene Rose the terrifying reality of it all - Single [Rockfest]
Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante OVEN MITT! - Single [Dream]
Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

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