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02. It's Always Darkest Before The Dawn
Album: The Darker Shades Of White
Artist: Corpus Christi
         
 

Tonight I take my chance. Tonight I make my own fate. Tonight another statistic makes the gravest of mistakes. I wonder if they'll even notice when I’m gone. I wonder if they'll even care. Temptation... it taunts me. The urge for escape, the taste of cold steel on my lips, the rope around my neck. These bitter pills and razorblades seal my fate. Demons resolve me. Another voice whispers, “This is not your choice, there is more to this if you hold on.' Temptation... it taunts me. The urge for escape. Hesitation means something. Am I stronger than this? I choose to hold on. I am not my own. I will not let go.


 

More Lyrics from The Darker Shades Of White

  1. 01. Parade of Scars
  2. 02. It's Always Darkest Before The Dawn
  3. 03. Marilyn
  4. 04. Baptized in Fire
  5. 05. Until the Day
  6. 06. Fight for Your King
  7. 07. Starry Nights, Cloudy Hearts
  8. 08. Western Downfall
  9. 09. Sacrifice
  10. 10. I Will Forget
  11. 11. Prodigal
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This Thursday, August 13
ALBUMS
Various Artists Songs We've Been Trying To Tell You About (And Others We Haven't), Volume Fifteen [JFH Music]

This Friday, August 14
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The Arcadian Wild Make It Out Alive [Rip Stitch]
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Keyodis Enemy Skulls [Charon Collective]
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A Tribe Apart, Malcolm Rue, Nicole Muwanguzi Speak Lord - Single [Syntax]
AustinThaNoble Not My Own - Single [Syntax]
Exline True Love Stays - Single (independent)
GLADDEN Free Fall - Single (independent)
KXC X Brenton Brown, Megan Cockram Hallelujah Jesus Saves - Single (independent)
Brandon Lake How Good God Is - Single [Provident]
Myles Maestro SHOUT TO THE MOON - Single [Syntax]
Jon Reddick King of Heaven - Single [Gotee]
Saints in Exile Wolf That Raised Me - Single [Syntax]
V1 Worship You Alone, Jesus - Single [Dream]
Mark Wills The Baptism of Jesse Taylor - Single [Gaither]

This Saturday, August 15
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Mat Kearney Nothing Left to Lose (Deluxe) Vinyl

Next Friday, August 21
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CalledOut Music The Room [Integrity]
MotionPlus, Braille Still Dreamin' - EP [Gospel Banquet]
Lauren Talley Walls (Part One) - EP [Horizon]
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ELEOS Anchor For My Soul - Single (independent)
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