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05. Not Without A Fight
Album: Confessions
Artist: Pillar
         
 

There's a hole in my heart that's bleeding
But its given me strength I needed
To carry on
I'm moving on
I'm not giving up that easily

I can see the black cloud breaking
But it doesn't stop the scars from aching
I'm standing strong, it won't be long
Til I see you face to face

I'm not going down that easy
It takes more than that just to break me
I'm not going down without bleeding
I'm not going down, down without a fight

It never mattered what I took for chances
It never mattered where I looked for answers
I'm taking the blame
But its not a game (isn't a game)
I just can't watch you fake it

I'm not going down that easy
It takes more than that just to break me
I'm not going down without bleeding
I'm not going down, down without a fight

I won't go down without a fight
It's just you and me tonight
Face to face and do or die
I'll lay it all out on the line

I won't go down without a fight
It's just you and me tonight
Face to face and do or die
I'll lay it all out on the line
I'm not going down, I'm not going down
I'm not going down without a fight

I'm not going down that easy
It takes more than that just to break me
I'm not going down without bleeding
I'm not going down, down without a fight



Behind the Song:
'I originally wrote this song for the naysayers out there. But when I heard the final version of it, it was God talking to me. It's the first song of ours that ever moved me to tears. It hit me so hard, and it's not really a tear-jerker kind of song. It's what this song is about--I'm not going to give up on who I am called to be, or stop doing what I am called to do. I'm not going to be defeated. 'Not Without a Fight' is more of a spiritual battle type of song. If you believe in something, if you feel it in your bones that this is what God's called you to be, then don't quit. Don't stop fighting.'--Rob Beckley (Pillar)

 

More Lyrics from Confessions

  1. 01. Fire On The Inside
  2. 02. Whatever It Takes
  3. 03. Secrets and Regrets
  4. 04. Better Off Now
  5. 05. Not Without A Fight
  6. 06. Will You Be There
  7. 07. Shine
  8. 08. Call To Action
  9. 09. Lose It All
  10. 10. You Are Not The End
                 
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This Thursday, November 5
SINGLES
NEEDTOBREATHE Free Fall (feat. Conner Smith) - Single [UMG]

VINYL
Chris Renzema Every December Vinyl [Centricity]

This Friday, November 6
ALBUMS
Big Daddy Weave It's Time For Christmas - EP [Curb]
Extol Aura of Decay [Solid State]
Hillside Recording & Addy Prado Come and See - EP (independent)
Meadows DESERT WALKER (CD) [Facedown Records]
Mystical Death Across [Rottweiler]
Chris Tomlin Good News Of Great Joy (Christmas Songs Of Worship) [Capitol CMG]
We Are Messengers Rejoice! (A Celtic Christmas LIVE) [Curb]
Mark Wills Grand Ole Revival [Gaither]

SINGLES
Elan Brio, Illustrate Reactors - Single [Polished Arrow]
Olivia Lane Hark! The Herald Angels Sing - Single [BEC]
Tasha Layton & Dave Barnes What Should I Get You For Christmas - Single [BEC]
Blessing Offor The King Has Come - Single [Capitol CMG]
Hunter Plake Holly Jolly Christmas - Single [BEC]
River Valley Worship Come and Behold - Single [BEC]
Tae Lamar, YP aka Young Paul The Re-Up - Single [Polished Arrow]
Vineyard Worship Jesus Our Christ - Single [Vineyard]
Phil Wickham, CeCe Winans Peace on Earth - Single [Fair Trade]

VINYL
Meadows DESERT WALKER Vinyl [Facedown]

Next Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin Currency [Equal Vision]

Next Friday, November 13
ALBUMS
Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

SINGLES
Jordan Feliz Fast - Single [Centricity]
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
Living Again Get This Far - Single (independent)
Magdalene Rose the terrifying reality of it all - Single [Rockfest]
Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante OVEN MITT! - Single [Dream]
Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

VINYL
Anberlin Currency Vinyl [Equal Vision]

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