There's a hole in my heart that's bleeding
But its given me strength I needed
To carry on
I'm moving on
I'm not giving up that easily
I can see the black cloud breaking
But it doesn't stop the scars from aching
I'm standing strong, it won't be long
Til I see you face to face
I'm not going down that easy
It takes more than that just to break me
I'm not going down without bleeding
I'm not going down, down without a fight
It never mattered what I took for chances
It never mattered where I looked for answers
I'm taking the blame
But its not a game (isn't a game)
I just can't watch you fake it
I'm not going down that easy
It takes more than that just to break me
I'm not going down without bleeding
I'm not going down, down without a fight
I won't go down without a fight
It's just you and me tonight
Face to face and do or die
I'll lay it all out on the line
I won't go down without a fight
It's just you and me tonight
Face to face and do or die
I'll lay it all out on the line
I'm not going down, I'm not going down
I'm not going down without a fight
I'm not going down that easy
It takes more than that just to break me
I'm not going down without bleeding
I'm not going down, down without a fight
Behind the Song:'I originally wrote this song for the naysayers out there. But when I heard the final version of it, it was God talking to me. It's the first song of ours that ever moved me to tears. It hit me so hard, and it's not really a tear-jerker kind of song. It's what this song is about--I'm not going to give up on who I am called to be, or stop doing what I am called to do. I'm not going to be defeated. 'Not Without a Fight' is more of a spiritual battle type of song. If you believe in something, if you feel it in your bones that this is what God's called you to be, then don't quit. Don't stop fighting.'--Rob Beckley (
Pillar)