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06. The Pig
Album: Anorexia
Artist: Showbread
         
 

Whisper something to me so I can hear Your voice
I’m pushing You away, my will be done, it is my choice
You sing to me in inky black with tendrils flailing wildly
Yet I remain in solid stone, no force on earth can move me

Why does it seem that everything is slipping further from me?
I build and build and reaching up my arms cannot reach anything
Give me something, anything
Why is it bleak and barren?
Don’t I deserve the world after building building building building?
You dangle happiness before me yet keep it out of reach
My well is dry and still I try to fill it up I seek and seek and
Nothing lasts except the empty swallowing my soul
But I will rise above this world and I will fill my holes

My heart and soul belong to me
I am my own
My own my own

I am a fire
I eat the world and defecate the shell


 

More Lyrics from Anorexia

  1. 01. The Journey
  2. 02. The Vulture
  3. 03. The Sky
  4. 04. The Sky Alpha
  5. 05. The Dirt
  6. 06. The Pig
  7. 07. The Flies [Instrumental]
  8. 08. The Goat
  9. 09. The Death
  10. 10. The End
  11. 11. The End Omega
  12. 12. The Beginning [Instrumental]
                 
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