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22. Who I Am Hates Who I've Been (Acoustic)
Album: The Bird and The Bee Sides
Artist: Relient K
         
 

I watched the proverbial sunrise
Coming up over the pacific
And you might think I’m losing my mind
But I will shy away from the specifics
Cause I don’t want you to know where I am
Cause then you’ll see my heart in the saddest state it’s ever been
And this is no place to try and live my life

Stop right there
That’s exactly where I lost it
See that line
Well I never should have crossed it
Stop right there
Well I never should have said that
It’s the very moment that I wish that I could take back

I’m sorry for the person I became
I’m sorry that it took so long for me to change
I’m ready to be sure I never become that way again
Cause who I am hates who I’ve been
Who I am hates who I’ve been

I talk to absolutely no one
Couldn’t keep to myself enough
And the things bottled inside had finally begun
To create so much pressure that I’d soon blow up

And I heard the reverberating footsteps
Syncing up to the beating of my heart
And I was positive that unless
I got myself together I would watch me fall apart

And I can’t let this happen again
Cause then you’ll see my heart in the saddest state it’s ever been
And this is no place to try and live my life

Stop right there
That’s exactly where I lost it
See that line
Well I never should have crossed it
Stop right there
Well I never should have said that
It’s the very moment that I wish that I could take back
(2X)

I’m sorry for the person I became
I’m sorry that it took so long for me to change
I’m ready to be sure I never become that way again
Cause who I am hates who I’ve been
Who I am hates who I’ve been

Who I am hates who I’ve been
And who I am will take the second chance you gave me
Who I am hates who I’ve been
Cause who I’ve been only ever made me

So sorry for the person I became
I’m sorry that it took so long for me to change
I’m ready to be sure I never become that way again
Cause who I am hates who I’ve been
Who I am hates who I’ve been




 

More Lyrics from The Bird and The Bee Sides

  1. 01. Where Do I Go From Here
  2. 02. The Scene And Herd
  3. 03. At Least We Made It This Far
  4. 04. The Last, The Lost, The Least
  5. 05. The Lining Is Silver
  6. 06. There Was No Thief
  7. 07. No Reaction
  8. 08. Curl Up And Die
  9. 09. You'll Always Be My Best Friend
  10. 10. There Was Another Time In My Life
  11. 11. Beaming
  12. 12. I Just Want You To Know
  13. 13. Bee Your Man
  14. 14. Up And Up (Acoustic)
  15. 15. Wit's All Been Done Before
  16. 16. The Vinyl Countdown
  17. 17. For The Band
  18. 18. Nothing Without You
  19. 19. A Penny Loafer Saved Is A Penny Loafer Earned
  20. 20. Five Iron Frenzy Is Either Dead Or Dying
  21. 21. Five Iron Frenzy Is Either Dead Or Dying (Ska Version)
  22. 22. Who I Am Hates Who I've Been (Acoustic)
  23. 23. Here I Go (Demo)
  24. 24. The Stenographer (Demo)
  25. 25. Jefferson Aeroplane (Demo)
  26. 26. Hope For Every Fallen Man (Acoustic)
                 
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Poor Old Lu At the Showbox (Live) (independent)

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This Friday, September 4
ALBUMS
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Sarah Reeves Standing Up [Curb]
Zahna Break or Breakthrough [XOVR]

SINGLES
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Nobody's Uncle The Shameless Swoon - Single (independent)
Matthew Plante FAVOUR! - Single [Dream]
Jon Reddick Tell Somebody - Single [Gotee]
Magdalene Rose Do You Want to Be Free? - Single [RockFest]
V1 Worship Still Worthy - Single [Dream]

Next Wednesday, September 9
ALBUMS
Natalie Layne Still Running To You - EP [Centricity]

Next Friday, September 11
ALBUMS
Tasha Cobbs Leonard TASHA Unscripted (Live) [Motown Gospel]
The Rock Music Not Alone (independent)

SINGLES
Johan Asgarde No Other - Single [Gotee]
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Matthew Plante HAND ON ME! - Single [Dream]
Carly Ann Taylor Something Good Is Coming - Single [Curb]


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