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03. Learning To Fall
Album: Perceptions
Artist: This Beautiful Republic
         
 

We all grew up in the church, knew the stories, knew the right things to say and how to say them. However, that has never been enough, and after walking away from God for a time; He still takes us back. Inspired by an events that renewed our realization that the more we disappoint, the more He seems to love.

I've heard it said a million times
That I should hold on tight to Jesus
But I took this road so far from home
And distance came between us

When I walked away, I knew one day
I'd need Your grace

So now You'll find me on my knees
Surrendering
‘Cause I know that I'm really not so strong
And now, I'm done fighting for control
Oh, You can have this life
That I've been holding for so long
I'm learning to fall
Let my world crumble

You ran so fast to rescue me
While I was barely breathing
You picked me up, You touched my face
And I began to see more clearly

Though I'm such a disgrace, You still forgave
Your love remains

Take me as an offering
I surrender everything
No more living without You




Behind the Song:
“Learning To Fall” is a song about knowing the truth and actively going against it, despite also knowing that we’ll eventually need to seek forgiveness and God’s grace. The song also focuses on our Father’s willingness to always take us back and fully restore our relationship with Him. He is always waiting for us, longing for the day when we humble ourselves and return whole-heartedly to surrender our lives to Him.” – Ben Olin (This Beautiful Republic)

 

More Lyrics from Perceptions

  1. 01. Pain
  2. 02. Surrender Saved My Life
  3. 03. Learning To Fall
  4. 04. Beautifully Broken
  5. 05. No Turning Back
  6. 06. My God
  7. 07. For The Life Of Me
  8. 08. Last Second Chance
  9. 09. Stay With You Tonight
  10. 10. Change The World
  11. 11. A Point Between Extremes
  12. 12. The Ones
  13. 13. Say Goodnight
                 
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ALBUMS
Big Daddy Weave It's Time For Christmas - EP [Curb]
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Chris Tomlin Good News Of Great Joy (Christmas Songs Of Worship) [Capitol CMG]
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Anberlin Currency [Equal Vision]

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Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
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Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

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