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02. It's Always Darkest Before The Dawn
Album: The Darker Shades Of White
Artist: Corpus Christi
         
 

Tonight I take my chance. Tonight I make my own fate. Tonight another statistic makes the gravest of mistakes. I wonder if they'll even notice when I’m gone. I wonder if they'll even care. Temptation... it taunts me. The urge for escape, the taste of cold steel on my lips, the rope around my neck. These bitter pills and razorblades seal my fate. Demons resolve me. Another voice whispers, “This is not your choice, there is more to this if you hold on.' Temptation... it taunts me. The urge for escape. Hesitation means something. Am I stronger than this? I choose to hold on. I am not my own. I will not let go.


 

More Lyrics from The Darker Shades Of White

  1. 01. Parade of Scars
  2. 02. It's Always Darkest Before The Dawn
  3. 03. Marilyn
  4. 04. Baptized in Fire
  5. 05. Until the Day
  6. 06. Fight for Your King
  7. 07. Starry Nights, Cloudy Hearts
  8. 08. Western Downfall
  9. 09. Sacrifice
  10. 10. I Will Forget
  11. 11. Prodigal
                 
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This Friday, Friday, November 6
ALBUMS
Big Daddy Weave It's Time For Christmas - EP [Curb]
Hillside Recording & Addy Prado Come and See - EP (independent)
Meadows DESERT WALKER (CD) [Facedown Records]
Mystical Death Across [Rottweiler]
Chris Tomlin Good News Of Great Joy (Christmas Songs Of Worship) [Capitol CMG]
We Are Messengers Rejoice! (A Celtic Christmas LIVE) [Curb]
Mark Wills Grand Ole Revival [Gaither]

SINGLES
Olivia Lane Hark! The Herald Angels Sing - Single [BEC]
Tasha Layton & Dave Barnes What Should I Get You For Christmas - Single [BEC]
Blessing Offor The King Has Come - Single [Capitol CMG]
Hunter Plake Holly Jolly Christmas - Single [BEC]
River Valley Worship Come and Behold - Single [BEC]
Tae Lamar, YP aka Young Paul The Re-Up - Single [Polished Arrow]
Vineyard Worship Jesus Our Christ - Single [Vineyard]

VINYL
Meadows DESERT WALKER Vinyl [Facedown]

Next Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin Currency [Equal Vision]

Next Friday, November 13
ALBUMS
Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

SINGLES
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
Living Again Get This Far - Single (independent)
Magdalene Rose the terrifying reality of it all - Single [Rockfest]
Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante OVEN MITT! - Single [Dream]
Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

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