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03. The Pain Inside of Me
Album: Holy Soldier
Artist: Holy Soldier
         
 

The night is closing
Closing on me
I watch the sun
Fall into the sea
And I think of you and me

Where are you?
When my tears are falling down
Where are you?
You're not around

The days are long
The night's eternity
I think of how it is
And how it used to be
When You were here with me

Where are you?
When my tears are falling down
Where are you?
You're not around

The days are long
The night's eternity
I think of how it is
And how it used to be
When you were here with me

I lay, I bleed
But you will never see
I cry, I need
I lay, I bleed
But you will never see
The pain inside of me

The fire has died
It's such a great divine
But God can fill the sea
Won't you come back to me?

I see your face
In my mind it haunts me to this day
When I sleep
You're in my dreams
Just can't get away

I lay, I bleed
But you will never see
I cry, I need
You know I need you
I lay, I bleed
But you will never see
I lay, I bleed
The pain inside of me
The pain... the pain


 

More Lyrics from Holy Soldier

  1. 01. Stranger
  2. 02. See No Evil
  3. 03. The Pain Inside of Me
  4. 04. Cry Out for Love
  5. 05. Tear Down the Walls
  6. 06. When the Reign Comes Down
  7. 07. Lies
  8. 08. Eyes of Innocence
  9. 09. Love Me
  10. 10. We Are Young, We Are Strong
                 
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This Friday, Friday, November 6
ALBUMS
Big Daddy Weave It's Time For Christmas - EP [Curb]
Hillside Recording & Addy Prado Come and See - EP (independent)
Meadows DESERT WALKER (CD) [Facedown Records]
Mystical Death Across [Rottweiler]
Chris Tomlin Good News Of Great Joy (Christmas Songs Of Worship) [Capitol CMG]
We Are Messengers Rejoice! (A Celtic Christmas LIVE) [Curb]
Mark Wills Grand Ole Revival [Gaither]

SINGLES
Olivia Lane Hark! The Herald Angels Sing - Single [BEC]
Tasha Layton & Dave Barnes What Should I Get You For Christmas - Single [BEC]
Blessing Offor The King Has Come - Single [Capitol CMG]
Hunter Plake Holly Jolly Christmas - Single [BEC]
River Valley Worship Come and Behold - Single [BEC]
Tae Lamar, YP aka Young Paul The Re-Up - Single [Polished Arrow]
Vineyard Worship Jesus Our Christ - Single [Vineyard]

VINYL
Meadows DESERT WALKER Vinyl [Facedown]

Next Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin Currency [Equal Vision]

Next Friday, November 13
ALBUMS
Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

SINGLES
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
Living Again Get This Far - Single (independent)
Magdalene Rose the terrifying reality of it all - Single [Rockfest]
Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante OVEN MITT! - Single [Dream]
Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

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