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Dear Diary cover
02. The Unavoidable Battle Of Feeling On The Outside
Album: Dear Diary
Artist: FM Static
         
 

It’s hard to fit in,
When you’re on the outside,
Feels like someone’s getting to my head,
Was it somethin’ I did, or just somethin’ I said?
I’m not an idiot, but I feel like one a lot,
‘Cause every time I try I end up here,
Right where I started, just feelin’ unguarded

I don’t care if it comes out perfect,
As long as I can spit it out

Then He said
Take your time, take what you need to,
Peace of mind, should never leave you,
You’ll be fine, just let them see you,
On The Inside
Hurt takes time, don’t be afraid of,
What you got, show them what ya made of,
You will find, it’s gonna be alright
So let’s go!

It’s hard to get up,
When you don’t feel like movin’,
It’s hard to lift your head up,
Sometimes, ‘cause it feels like it’s lastin’,
But it’s gonna pass
I’m not an alien,
But I feel like one a lot,
‘Cause every time I try, I end up here,
Just floatin’ in space,
With that look on my face

I don’t care if it comes out perfect,
As long as I can spit it out

Then He said
Take your time, take what you need to,
Peace of mind, should never leave you,
You’ll be fine, just let them see you,
On The Inside
Hurt takes time, don’t be afraid of,
What you got, show them what ya made of,
You will find, it’s gonna be alright
So let’s go!



 

More Lyrics from Dear Diary

  1. 01. Boy Moves To A New Town With Optimistic Outlook
  2. 02. The Unavoidable Battle Of Feeling On The Outside
  3. 03. Boy Meets Girl (And Vice Versa)
  4. 04. Sometimes You Can Forget Who You Are
  5. 05. Man, Whatcha Doing?
  6. 06. The Voyage Of Beliefs
  7. 07. Her Father's Song
  8. 08. Take Me As I Am
  9. 09. Dear God
  10. 10. The Shindig (Off To College)
                 
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ALBUMS
Big Daddy Weave It's Time For Christmas - EP [Curb]
Hillside Recording & Addy Prado Come and See - EP (independent)
Meadows DESERT WALKER (CD) [Facedown Records]
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Chris Tomlin Good News Of Great Joy (Christmas Songs Of Worship) [Capitol CMG]
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VINYL
Meadows DESERT WALKER Vinyl [Facedown]

Next Wednesday, November 11
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Anberlin Currency [Equal Vision]

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Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

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