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Memento Mori cover
04. Missing
Album: Memento Mori
Artist: Flyleaf
         
 

I saw the queen
Swam out below her star on sea beneath
Though I lifted up my hands to her
She never lifted me

Oh something's missing in me
I felt it deep within me
As lovers left me to bleed alone
Found something sweet
On the island with daughters of eve
But through thick and thin they've gone away and only left their grief

Oh, something's missing in me
I felt it deep within me
As lovers left me to bleed alone

Oh, something's missing in me
I felt it deep within me
As lovers left me to bleed alone

Something's missing in me
Something missing in me

Down here love wasn't' meant to be
It wasn't meant to be for me
All is vanity underneath the sun
All is vanity

Oh, something's missing in me
I felt it deep within me
As lovers left me to bleed alone



Behind the Song:
Missing 2.15.02
Today I finally heard back from my daughter. Her letter was so sad. She said she no longer believed in Love and was thinking of joining the Dread Army. She wrote, “Down here, love wasn’t meant to be for me. All is vanity underneath the sun.” Feeling defeated, I prayed and wept bitterly for what felt like hours. I cried out, “Why am I here fighting to bring Love to the earth, when my own daughter doesn’t believe in it anymore?” Afterwards, I was comforted to remember that everyone who seeks Truth with all their heart will find it. Love is true. My daughter will know Love. All IS vanity underneath the sun. Everything and everyone on earth will leave us empty and unfulfilled, because there is only one Love. She was already finding truth in her searching.

 

More Lyrics from Memento Mori

  1. 01. Beautiful Bride
  2. 02. Again
  3. 03. Chasm
  4. 04. Missing
  5. 05. This Close
  6. 06. The Kind
  7. 07. In The Dark
  8. 08. Set Apart This Dream
  9. 09. Swept Away
  10. 10. Tiny Heart
  11. 11. Melting [Instrumental]
  12. 12. Treasure
  13. 13. Circle
  14. 14. Arise
                 
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