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Who Can Know It? cover
02. I Never Liked Anyone and I'm Afraid of People
Album: Who Can Know It?
Artist: Showbread
         
 

When the contents of a membranous shell dry and turn to sand
The shell becomes a withered tomb and cracks as air demands
The things I need I hold them dear but the things I want hold dearer
Making promises to a faithless expression looking back from inside a mirror

I forget the me that I must have been before the me that I am now
I remember a year that I got through, but I don't remember how

There's something like a nothingness that's terribly illusive
The more I want to shut me down the more I am abusive
And when I watch the slideshow of the bits of me I'm dragging
I don't recognize the photographs, I'm not sure when (and if) they happened

The devil lives in the crossing place between two mountains in the desert
For 40 days he promised me his kingdom for forever
But I'm not sure I'm fit to run a kingdom of any kind
Every time I know myself, I leave what I know behind



 

More Lyrics from Who Can Know It?

  1. 01. A Man With A Hammer
  2. 02. I Never Liked Anyone and I'm Afraid of People
  3. 03. Dear Music
  4. 04. Deliverance
  5. 05. The Prison Comes Undone
  6. 06. Hydra
  7. 07. Myth of a Christian Nation
  8. 08. You're Like A Taxi
  9. 09. Time To Go
  10. 10. The Heart Is Deceitful Above All Things
                 
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This Friday, Friday, November 6
ALBUMS
Big Daddy Weave It's Time For Christmas - EP [Curb]
Hillside Recording & Addy Prado Come and See - EP (independent)
Meadows DESERT WALKER (CD) [Facedown Records]
Mystical Death Across [Rottweiler]
Chris Tomlin Good News Of Great Joy (Christmas Songs Of Worship) [Capitol CMG]
We Are Messengers Rejoice! (A Celtic Christmas LIVE) [Curb]
Mark Wills Grand Ole Revival [Gaither]

SINGLES
Olivia Lane Hark! The Herald Angels Sing - Single [BEC]
Tasha Layton & Dave Barnes What Should I Get You For Christmas - Single [BEC]
Blessing Offor The King Has Come - Single [Capitol CMG]
Hunter Plake Holly Jolly Christmas - Single [BEC]
River Valley Worship Come and Behold - Single [BEC]
Tae Lamar, YP aka Young Paul The Re-Up - Single [Polished Arrow]
Vineyard Worship Jesus Our Christ - Single [Vineyard]

VINYL
Meadows DESERT WALKER Vinyl [Facedown]

Next Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin Currency [Equal Vision]

Next Friday, November 13
ALBUMS
Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

SINGLES
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
Living Again Get This Far - Single (independent)
Magdalene Rose the terrifying reality of it all - Single [Rockfest]
Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante OVEN MITT! - Single [Dream]
Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

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