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07. Disaster
Album: Restart
Artist: Newsboys
         
 

I thought that I could fix it on my own / The sickness deep in my heart / I thought that I could find the healing deep inside of me / Underneath all these scars // I had to fall, had to fall apart / To find that You … // Love me even after / I am a disaster / Everything is shattered / On the floor / You pick me up and hold me / God, You are the only / Remedy my heart’s been looking for / You’re the cure // I had my kingdom / Yeah, I had my throne / Had everything I could need / I built my world on empty promises, empty things / It ripped apart at the seams // I had to crash, had to crash and burn / To find that You… // You’re the cure… // Since the day that I was born / I was broken and torn / So human, so incomplete / But You never gave up / Never lessened Your love / That’s the way that You’ll always be // I had to fall apart to find… // You’re the cure… // I thought that I could fix it on my own… // You’re the cure… //

Written by Ben Glover, David Garcia, Ian Eskelin, and Michael Tait / © 2013 Ariose Music / 9T One Songs (Admin. at CapitolCMGPublishing.com) / Universal Music - Brentwood Benson Publishing / D Soul Music (Admin. by Universal Music Publishing) (ASCAP) / Wordspring Music, LLC / Early Service Music (Admin. by Wordspring Music, LLC) / Tait Music (BMI) Produced and Recorded by David Garcia / All Instruments and Programming: David Garcia / Mixed by Ken Andrews

 

More Lyrics from Restart

  1. 01. That's How You Change The World
  2. 02. Restart
  3. 03. Love Like I Mean It
  4. 04. Live With Abandon
  5. 05. Go Glow
  6. 06. That Home
  7. 07. Disaster
  8. 08. Fishers Of Men
  9. 09. One Word
  10. 10. Enemy
  11. 11. We Believe
  12. 12. Overflow (Deluxe Bonus)
  13. 13. Man On Fire (Deluxe Bonus) feat. Kevin Max
  14. 14. God Is Movin' (Deluxe Bonus)
  15. 15. The Living Years (Deluxe Bonus)
  16. 16. Stronger (Deluxe Bonus)
                 
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ALBUMS
Big Daddy Weave It's Time For Christmas - EP [Curb]
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Chris Tomlin Good News Of Great Joy (Christmas Songs Of Worship) [Capitol CMG]
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VINYL
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Anberlin Currency [Equal Vision]

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Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
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