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01. Slow Suicide
Album: Proof of Life
Artist: Scott Stapp
 

I’m not evil…No matter what you think of me.
I’m just human…There’s a part of you that’s just like me.
I have fallen…I have broken every piece.
Heard heaven calling…I could only reach this from my knees.
Now I believe!

I can’t let this life pass me by.
In a blink of an eye it ends.
I can’t let my tomorrows decide,
What I am in this life.
It’s like committing
Slow Suicide!

It’s no secret...
I can’t pretend I can’t forget.
What I’ve done...
Every day I live with the consequences.
I let it beat me, Let it kick me, Let it throw me to the floor.
Those days are over, I’m moving forward, It can’t hurt me,
Now I believe!

I can’t let this life pass me by.
In a blink of an eye it ends.
I can’t let my tomorrows decide,
What I am in this life
It’s like committing
Slow Suicide!

So many days I chose to suffer...Living a lie
So many ways I chose to die.
Had to feel less than nothing...Shame and suffering
To see with my own eyes...I wasn’t living
I was committing, committing,
Slow Suicide

I can’t let this life pass me by.
In a blink of an eye it ends.
I can’t let my tomorrows decide,
What I am in this life
It’s like committing
Slow Suicide!



 

More Lyrics from Proof of Life

  1. 01. Slow Suicide
  2. 02. Who I Am
  3. 03. Proof of Life
  4. 04. New Day Coming
  5. 05. Only One
  6. 06. Break Out
  7. 07. Hit Me More
  8. 08. Jesus Was A RockStar
  9. 09. What Would Love Do
  10. 10. Crash
  11. 11. Dying To Live
                 
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This Friday, Friday, November 6
ALBUMS
Big Daddy Weave It's Time For Christmas - EP [Curb]
Hillside Recording & Addy Prado Come and See - EP (independent)
Meadows DESERT WALKER (CD) [Facedown Records]
Mystical Death Across [Rottweiler]
Chris Tomlin Good News Of Great Joy (Christmas Songs Of Worship) [Capitol CMG]
We Are Messengers Rejoice! (A Celtic Christmas LIVE) [Curb]
Mark Wills Grand Ole Revival [Gaither]

SINGLES
Olivia Lane Hark! The Herald Angels Sing - Single [BEC]
Tasha Layton & Dave Barnes What Should I Get You For Christmas - Single [BEC]
Blessing Offor The King Has Come - Single [Capitol CMG]
Hunter Plake Holly Jolly Christmas - Single [BEC]
River Valley Worship Come and Behold - Single [BEC]
Tae Lamar, YP aka Young Paul The Re-Up - Single [Polished Arrow]
Vineyard Worship Jesus Our Christ - Single [Vineyard]

VINYL
Meadows DESERT WALKER Vinyl [Facedown]

Next Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin Currency [Equal Vision]

Next Friday, November 13
ALBUMS
Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

SINGLES
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
Living Again Get This Far - Single (independent)
Magdalene Rose the terrifying reality of it all - Single [Rockfest]
Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante OVEN MITT! - Single [Dream]
Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

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