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Showbread Is Showdead cover
01. I Am Horrible At Processing Rejection
Album: Showbread Is Showdead
Artist: Showbread
 

Let's ruin everything
Everything gets ruined (everything)
Let's ruin everything
Let's ruin everything

Let's rehearse the song and verse
The graceful dance of dying
When my friends mouth their validation
I can tell they're lying
When amateurs are called to herd
And hand their skates back over
It feels like dying oh so slow
But you always make it slower

Teenage death rattle
Middle age prattle
Too tired to run my mouth with no one listening

Rattle, prattle
Right on

I'm at the bottom of the bottoming out
And no one knows what I'm talking about


 

More Lyrics from Showbread Is Showdead

  1. 01. I Am Horrible At Processing Rejection
  2. 02. January 3, 1889: Nietzsche Witnesses The Flogging of a Horse
  3. 03. Why Shouldn't We Kill Ourselves?
  4. 04. Harry Harlow and the Monkeys of Despair
  5. 05. Raw Rock Theology
  6. 06. My Shadow Is A Bat
  7. 07. Dear John Piper (Stillbirth in Space)
  8. 08. Legacy of Skubalon
  9. 09. Nine Weeks, Four Days: The Fetus Develops Teeth
  10. 10. Showbread Is Showdead
  11. 11. Life After Life After Death
                 
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This Friday, Friday, November 6
ALBUMS
Big Daddy Weave It's Time For Christmas - EP [Curb]
Hillside Recording & Addy Prado Come and See - EP (independent)
Meadows DESERT WALKER (CD) [Facedown Records]
Mystical Death Across [Rottweiler]
Chris Tomlin Good News Of Great Joy (Christmas Songs Of Worship) [Capitol CMG]
We Are Messengers Rejoice! (A Celtic Christmas LIVE) [Curb]
Mark Wills Grand Ole Revival [Gaither]

SINGLES
Olivia Lane Hark! The Herald Angels Sing - Single [BEC]
Tasha Layton & Dave Barnes What Should I Get You For Christmas - Single [BEC]
Blessing Offor The King Has Come - Single [Capitol CMG]
Hunter Plake Holly Jolly Christmas - Single [BEC]
River Valley Worship Come and Behold - Single [BEC]
Tae Lamar, YP aka Young Paul The Re-Up - Single [Polished Arrow]
Vineyard Worship Jesus Our Christ - Single [Vineyard]

VINYL
Meadows DESERT WALKER Vinyl [Facedown]

Next Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin Currency [Equal Vision]

Next Friday, November 13
ALBUMS
Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

SINGLES
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
Living Again Get This Far - Single (independent)
Magdalene Rose the terrifying reality of it all - Single [Rockfest]
Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante OVEN MITT! - Single [Dream]
Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

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