My face is a wall
You see the fractions of glass
That make up my thoughts
Nothing refrained
The sadness that makes up my pain
The anger, the shame,
manipulation for gain,
idolatry, lust, all labor in vain

Drink it away
Bottles hold my pain
The cigarette smiles keep me insane
Addictions, convictions
Silence screams my name
It’s so hard to stand up and break the machine

But I swear, this isn’t me
And I know, Your love’s unfailing
Are you aware of what’s hidden underneath?

What’s hidden underneath?
What can you see?
Your eyes don’t sleep
What’s buried underneath
When you look inside of me?
But can you see
the spaces in-between?
To save what’s left of me
From what’s hidden underneath?

My heart is a hole
Can’t give up or gain the control
Praying within, don’t know where to end or begin
Dissension, and questions
Are there reasons for seasons? Should I
run away or face and deny all my demons?


‘Cause I swear, this isn’t me
And I know, Your love’s unfailing
Are you aware of what’s hidden underneath?

What’s hidden underneath?
What can you see?
Your eyes don’t sleep
What’s buried underneath
When you look inside of me?
But can you see
the spaces in-between?
To save what’s left of me
From what’s hidden underneath?