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01. Death By Admiration
Album: Death By Admiration
Artist: Seventh Day Slumber
 

The problem with letting go
Is admitting to yourself that it's over
I couldn't let you in
What would happen then?
So then I hid a little more
Each day until my world grew colder
I couldn't let you in
What would happen then?

Afraid to be with me myself
And I sometimes
Get lost in the chaos of my mind
I don't want to lie to you
But it's all I do
And I'm so afraid of losing you

I tried to be everything
But everything just left me broken
How could you know me well?
I didn't know myself
Suffering
So many things, another life beneath the surface
How could you know me well?
I didn't know myself

Afraid to be with me myself
And I sometimes
Get lost in the chaos of my mind
I don't want to lie to you
But it's all I do
And I'm so afraid of losing you

Though every day there seems to be this pain
I'll find a way
Find a way
I will escape
And God I know that
You're here with me
You'll never leave
And I know that you're saving me

Afraid to be with me myself
And I sometimes
Get lost in the chaos of my mind
I don't want to lie to you
But it's all I do
And I'm so afraid of losing you

Afraid of losing you
Afraid of losing


 

More Lyrics from Death By Admiration

  1. 01. Death By Admiration
  2. 02. Fatal Love
  3. 03. Solemn Oath
  4. 04. What I've Become
  5. 05. Halos
  6. 06. Snake Mouth
  7. 07. Light The Way
  8. 08. Landmines
  9. 09. Some Things Never Change
  10. 10. Can't Say Sorry Enough
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