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Fractured Paradise: Garden of Shadows cover
04. A Bullet Meant For Me
Album: Fractured Paradise: Garden of Shadows
Artist: Seventh Day Slumber
         
 

Living life with my hands on the bottle
Sun's up but the party's not over yet
Take another shot full throttle
Black out til I can't remember it
Thought I was bullet proof
But all along the target was you

I know the fear of letting go
Has wounded everyone I love
I don't know why I'm still holding on
It's clear to me that I'm the one
With the smoking gun

I dance through the night with my demons
And sing to the soundtrack of giving in
Hide in the glare of the moonlight
Drink til I'm numb but I'm not numb yet
I see I'm not okay
But I don't know if I welcome this change

I know the fear of letting go
Has wounded everyone I love
I don't know why I'm still holding on
It's clear to me that I'm the one
With the smoking gun

Reconnect
Back to when
I used to feel
I wanna feel again
I'm falling to my knees
Reconnect
Back to when
I used to feel
I wanna feel again
Feel again
Save me

Save me

I know the fear of letting go
Has wounded everyone I love
I don't know why I'm still holding on
It's clear to me that I'm the one
With the smoking gun


 

More Lyrics from Fractured Paradise: Garden of Shadows

  1. 01. Yours Truly (feat. Magdalene Rose)
  2. 02. Chemical Burn
  3. 03. Surviving The Wasteland
  4. 04. A Bullet Meant For Me
  5. 05. Blistering Memories
  6. 06. Feasting On Vultures
  7. 07. Lizards Of Malice
  8. 08. My Novocain
  9. 09. Rehearsing Tragedies
  10. 10. Fractured Paradise
  11. 11. Savior Machine
  12. 12. Garden of Shadows
  13. 13. Black Roses White Doves
  14. 14. Left Behind (Kirk Cameron) (feat. Impending Doom)
  15. 15. Your Love Is Bliss
                 
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This Friday, Friday, November 6
ALBUMS
Big Daddy Weave It's Time For Christmas - EP [Curb]
Hillside Recording & Addy Prado Come and See - EP (independent)
Meadows DESERT WALKER (CD) [Facedown Records]
Mystical Death Across [Rottweiler]
Chris Tomlin Good News Of Great Joy (Christmas Songs Of Worship) [Capitol CMG]
We Are Messengers Rejoice! (A Celtic Christmas LIVE) [Curb]
Mark Wills Grand Ole Revival [Gaither]

SINGLES
Olivia Lane Hark! The Herald Angels Sing - Single [BEC]
Tasha Layton & Dave Barnes What Should I Get You For Christmas - Single [BEC]
Blessing Offor The King Has Come - Single [Capitol CMG]
Hunter Plake Holly Jolly Christmas - Single [BEC]
River Valley Worship Come and Behold - Single [BEC]
Tae Lamar, YP aka Young Paul The Re-Up - Single [Polished Arrow]
Vineyard Worship Jesus Our Christ - Single [Vineyard]

VINYL
Meadows DESERT WALKER Vinyl [Facedown]

Next Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin Currency [Equal Vision]

Next Friday, November 13
ALBUMS
Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

SINGLES
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
Living Again Get This Far - Single (independent)
Magdalene Rose the terrifying reality of it all - Single [Rockfest]
Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante OVEN MITT! - Single [Dream]
Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

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