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The Question cover
03. Returning the Smile You've Had From the Start
Album: The Question
Artist: Emery
         
 

You wanted
To know if
If it was worth the pain that it's caused us.
Both our lives,
subtract one life
To know why it was you deserved this

As simple as I can,
I'll tell you the difference
Between a pencil and a pen
And where it will leave us
Now as you body lets you die,
and I sit here still alive

In my memory I wrote you down in ink
I never wanted to erase your story
even with the tragedy it brings

The fluid in your lungs
That tells you you're losing, stop breathing
The medicine that comes will fix you
Will help you but takes you from conscious to sleep
Place my hands to face and weep

In my memory I wrote you down in ink
I never wanted to erase your story
Even with the tragedy it brings

Something beautiful
Something torn from my hands

I'm not ready for you to go
(I can't leave here like this, get away from her)

This day will end
With a life complete
(This is not all that she was. I don't want to say goodbye yet)
This day will end
With a life complete
My closest friend
Here in front of me

You wanted
To know if
If it was worth the pain it's caused us
Both our lives
subtract one life
to know why it was you deserved this


 

More Lyrics from The Question

  1. 01. So Cold I Could See My Breath
  2. 02. Playing with Fire
  3. 03. Returning the Smile You've Had From the Start
  4. 04. Studying Politics
  5. 05. Left with Alibis and Lying Eyes
  6. 06. Listening to Freddie Mercury
  7. 07. The Weakest
  8. 08. Miss Behavin’
  9. 09. In Between 4th and 2nd Street
  10. 10. The Terrible Secret
  11. 11. In a Lose, Lose Situation
  12. 12. In a Win, Win Situation
                 
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This Friday, Friday, November 6
ALBUMS
Big Daddy Weave It's Time For Christmas - EP [Curb]
Hillside Recording & Addy Prado Come and See - EP (independent)
Meadows DESERT WALKER (CD) [Facedown Records]
Mystical Death Across [Rottweiler]
Chris Tomlin Good News Of Great Joy (Christmas Songs Of Worship) [Capitol CMG]
We Are Messengers Rejoice! (A Celtic Christmas LIVE) [Curb]
Mark Wills Grand Ole Revival [Gaither]

SINGLES
Olivia Lane Hark! The Herald Angels Sing - Single [BEC]
Tasha Layton & Dave Barnes What Should I Get You For Christmas - Single [BEC]
Blessing Offor The King Has Come - Single [Capitol CMG]
Hunter Plake Holly Jolly Christmas - Single [BEC]
River Valley Worship Come and Behold - Single [BEC]
Tae Lamar, YP aka Young Paul The Re-Up - Single [Polished Arrow]
Vineyard Worship Jesus Our Christ - Single [Vineyard]

VINYL
Meadows DESERT WALKER Vinyl [Facedown]

Next Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin Currency [Equal Vision]

Next Friday, November 13
ALBUMS
Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

SINGLES
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
Living Again Get This Far - Single (independent)
Magdalene Rose the terrifying reality of it all - Single [Rockfest]
Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante OVEN MITT! - Single [Dream]
Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

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