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Fist Full Of Bees cover
06. Bitter End
Album: Fist Full Of Bees
Artist: Bride
         
 

Wired on the slam of crank
Don’t you hang up the phone!
Internal conflict riddles my brain
Think I’ll blow my head off

Wired with a meth cook
9 mm inoculation
Lift me higher, take my breath
Who’ll deliver me from this body of death?

Using me up to the bitter end
Death is naked before God, destruction lies uncovered
Brings all things to the light
Over and over and over

Paranoid and lab aware
Butane Tunnel Red phosphorous glow
Fist full of bees, watch the children change
Don’t anybody speak English in the grave?

When you come to collect my body
Watch for the trip wires cyanide loaded
Cristina baby, I’m sittin’ on a bomb
I’m the Crypto boy in the mutant mob

I’m a God with spoon and syringe, this is where the pain ascends
I’m a God with spoon and syringe the world of darkness where death begins
I’m a God with spoon and syringe, chalk one up and let’s pretend
I’m a God with spoon and syringe, oh’ sweet Jesus be my friend

How do you like me now?
Bet you wish you stayed near the cross
As long as I have life in me
Got to get off that movie star stuff


 

More Lyrics from Fist Full Of Bees

  1. 01. Too Tired
  2. 02. White House
  3. 03. Beginning Of The End
  4. 04. Dog The Nine
  5. 05. God
  6. 06. Bitter End
  7. 07. War
  8. 08. Never Thought About Going Back
  9. 09. Soul Winner
  10. 10. Jesus in Me
  11. 11. California Sunshine
  12. 12. Rollin'
                 
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This Friday, Friday, November 6
ALBUMS
Big Daddy Weave It's Time For Christmas - EP [Curb]
Hillside Recording & Addy Prado Come and See - EP (independent)
Meadows DESERT WALKER (CD) [Facedown Records]
Mystical Death Across [Rottweiler]
Chris Tomlin Good News Of Great Joy (Christmas Songs Of Worship) [Capitol CMG]
We Are Messengers Rejoice! (A Celtic Christmas LIVE) [Curb]
Mark Wills Grand Ole Revival [Gaither]

SINGLES
Olivia Lane Hark! The Herald Angels Sing - Single [BEC]
Tasha Layton & Dave Barnes What Should I Get You For Christmas - Single [BEC]
Blessing Offor The King Has Come - Single [Capitol CMG]
Hunter Plake Holly Jolly Christmas - Single [BEC]
River Valley Worship Come and Behold - Single [BEC]
Tae Lamar, YP aka Young Paul The Re-Up - Single [Polished Arrow]
Vineyard Worship Jesus Our Christ - Single [Vineyard]

VINYL
Meadows DESERT WALKER Vinyl [Facedown]

Next Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin Currency [Equal Vision]

Next Friday, November 13
ALBUMS
Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

SINGLES
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
Living Again Get This Far - Single (independent)
Magdalene Rose the terrifying reality of it all - Single [Rockfest]
Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante OVEN MITT! - Single [Dream]
Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

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