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Pathogenic Occular Dissonance cover
04. Ruminating Virulence
Album: Pathogenic Occular Dissonance
Artist: Tourniquet
         
 

Vision from the past
As you see yourself floating to shore
Tragedy that the water depth wasn't
Three feet more
Diving from the cliff
Never thought it would come to this
Incoherent utterance
"Don't move the body like this"

Years later in the metal chair
Passing day after day
Bitterness permeates everthing I do and say
What kind of God would do a thing like this?
Ruin my life
God's got a funny sense of humor
When it comes to strife
The way, mind and heart of God
Are certainly mysterious
"My plans are not your plans"
But remember this
That everything I do I do in love
To bring you closer to me
No matter what your problems or
Circumstances happen to be

When you put away bitterness
You will see what you have missed


 

More Lyrics from Pathogenic Occular Dissonance

  1. 01. Impending Embolism
  2. 02. Pathogenic Ocular Dissonance
  3. 03. Phantom Limb
  4. 04. Ruminating Virulence
  5. 05. Spectrophobic Dementia
  6. 06. Gelatinous Tubercles of Purulent Ossification
  7. 07. Incommensurate
  8. 08. Exoskeletons
  9. 09. Theodicy On Trial
  10. 10. Descent Into The Maelstrom (Instumental)
  11. 11. En Hakkore
  12. 12. The Skeezix Dilemma
                 
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ALBUMS
Big Daddy Weave It's Time For Christmas - EP [Curb]
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Chris Tomlin Good News Of Great Joy (Christmas Songs Of Worship) [Capitol CMG]
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Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
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