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Microscopic View Of A Telescopic Realm cover
09. Indulgence By Proxy
Album: Microscopic View Of A Telescopic Realm
Artist: Tourniquet
         
 

It's not me, it's not mine
Without this shadow my life would shine
Get this monkey off my back
Then I'll choose a better tack
Parameters set far too narrow
Pavement turns to broken gravel
Ten commandments become suggestions
My ordered life starts to unravel
The square is always equal to the sum of the hypotenuse
When you don't believe that what you reap is what you sow, you lose
Indulgence by proxy a rope wound seven times, climb the stairs, drop the
Platform, brings an end to my crimes
The gavel fell with such a force
I found my soul in much remorse
The monkey died a bitter death
The shadow faded then egressed
Peeling back the ludicrous thought patterns of my past
Trying to find some meaning try to make it really last
Cerebellum traps a thought and holds it for eternity
Pays me back in broken hearted and binds up their wounds
An alibi is what I need
I hope and pray I find one
The Holy Grail of bitterness
The goblet of grace undone
The shadow returned but this time white
No more my skin does crawl
Into my world the shadow invite
Sadness left earth's ancient fall
Cerebellum traps a thought and holds it for eternity
Pays me back in broken dreams till I let go that part of me
Indulgence by proxy a broken rope of seven
White shadows glowing hand reaches down from heaven


 

More Lyrics from Microscopic View Of A Telescopic Realm

  1. 01. Besprinkled In Scarlet Horror
  2. 02. Drinking From The Poisoned Well
  3. 03. Microscopic View Of A Telescopic Realm
  4. 04. The Tomb Of Gilgamesh
  5. 05. Servant Of The Bones
  6. 06. Erratic Palpitations Of The Human Spirit
  7. 07. Martyr's Pose
  8. 08. Immunity Vector (Instrumental)
  9. 09. Indulgence By Proxy
  10. 10. Caixa de Raiva
  11. 11. The Skeezix Dilemma Pt. 2 (The Improbable Testimony Of Pipsisewah)
                 
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ALBUMS
Big Daddy Weave It's Time For Christmas - EP [Curb]
Hillside Recording & Addy Prado Come and See - EP (independent)
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Chris Tomlin Good News Of Great Joy (Christmas Songs Of Worship) [Capitol CMG]
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Tae Lamar, YP aka Young Paul The Re-Up - Single [Polished Arrow]
Vineyard Worship Jesus Our Christ - Single [Vineyard]

VINYL
Meadows DESERT WALKER Vinyl [Facedown]

Next Wednesday, November 11
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Anberlin Currency [Equal Vision]

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Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
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Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

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Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
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Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
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Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

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