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Secrets Keep You Sick cover
10. Beside You Now
Album: Secrets Keep You Sick
Artist: The Fold
         
 

I know where I'm supposed to be beside you now but they won't let me
They're taking you away
So hear I'll lay eventually I'll waste away and they'll come get me
To place me next to you, right next to you

Beautiful, letting go of all you held onto, why can't I, why can't I
Beautiful, letting go of all you know is true, why can't I let you go

And on and on and what the hell I see no good to be angry with myself
I'll toss and turn tonight.

When did I get so uncivilized I could not awake from sleeping
It seems I do just fine for most of the time til I see my own reflection

Tell me lies, tell me sweet little lies I cannot continue sleeping
I can fool myself for most of the time til I see my own reflection
and that reminds me of you

Beautiful, letting go of all you held onto, why can't I, why can't I
Beautiful, letting go of all you know is true, why can't I let you go

And what else could have happened oh my dear, oh my love without you
And what else could have happened come away come away with me now

And I'll find the place you keep your favorite things
I'll try to make you fall in love by association
And now I know in my heart that I've never lost a thing 'til I lost you, my love, my love

Beautiful, letting go of all you held onto, why can't I, why can't I
Beautiful, letting go of all you know is true, why can't I let you go

I've no regrets of yesterday, though these tears are falling
I will look to you, I will still remember (God help me now)
This will linger on, your memory deeper than the oceans



 

More Lyrics from Secrets Keep You Sick

  1. 01. Medicine
  2. 02. Younger Than Our Years
  3. 03. Your Secrets Keep You Sick
  4. 04. New Skeptic
  5. 05. Faster Still
  6. 06. Closer
  7. 07. Down In Doubt And Living Without
  8. 08. Hey Rebekah
  9. 09. Catastrophe! (Prepare To Defibrillate)
  10. 10. Beside You Now
  11. 11. Revisited
                 
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This Tuesday, September 1
ALBUMS
Poor Old Lu At the Showbox (Live) (independent)

This Wednesday, September 2
SINGLES
Alex Henry Foster Calling Out! - Single [Hopeful Tragedy]
Scroll Eater Consume The Scroll - Single [Facedown]

This Friday, September 4
ALBUMS
Dan Musselman Dust and Doxology (independent)
Jeannie Ortega Phantom Love [Syntax]
Sarah Reeves Standing Up [Curb]
Zahna Break or Breakthrough [XOVR]

SINGLES
Beach Chapel Cardiff - Single (independent)
Chris Caro REDEEM - Single [Syntax]
Commons Worship Saved By Grace - Single (independent)
K’nek, Mancito Telfort WALK - Single (independent)
Chandler Letner At a Bar - Single [Dream]
Malcolm Rue, A Tribe Apart Gimme That - Single [Syntax]
Nobody's Uncle The Shameless Swoon - Single (independent)
Matthew Plante FAVOUR! - Single [Dream]
Jon Reddick Tell Somebody - Single [Gotee]
Magdalene Rose Do You Want to Be Free? - Single [RockFest]
V1 Worship Still Worthy - Single [Dream]

Next Wednesday, September 9
ALBUMS
Natalie Layne Still Running To You - EP [Centricity]

Next Friday, September 11
ALBUMS
Tasha Cobbs Leonard TASHA Unscripted (Live) [Motown Gospel]
The Rock Music Not Alone (independent)

SINGLES
Johan Asgarde No Other - Single [Gotee]
Charly Perry Masterpieces - Single [Gotee]
Matthew Plante HAND ON ME! - Single [Dream]
Carly Ann Taylor Something Good Is Coming - Single [Curb]


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