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Tension cover
10. October
Album: Tension
Artist: Dizmas
         
 

I heard in October
He was back on the outside
Starting over
Last time I saw him
Was graduation
Our families together, but never again

Ah, ah, ah
If we were together again
Ah, ah, ah
I couldn't watch him pretend
Ah, ah, ah
The kid digging in the sand
Ah, ah, ah
Never grew into a man

The world on his shoulder
He left without warning
Then just got colder
Five years in Florida
Killed by the things he couldn't change

I don't know how it feels to fall into the fire loose everything
You could have asked for help before you chose one last breath over anyone


This song is dedicated to Mike Brown and goes out to anyone who is walking in the dark – there is hope.

 

More Lyrics from Tension

  1. 01. Jealousy Hurts
  2. 02. Shake It Off
  3. 03. Play It Safe
  4. 04. If You Love Someone
  5. 05. See Daylight
  6. 06. Dance
  7. 07. This Is A Warning
  8. 08. The Voice Is Ghostly
  9. 09. Nothing At All
  10. 10. October
  11. 11. Until You Rescued Me
  12. 12. Sun
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Music Out This Week


This Friday, Friday, November 6
ALBUMS
Big Daddy Weave It's Time For Christmas - EP [Curb]
Hillside Recording & Addy Prado Come and See - EP (independent)
Meadows DESERT WALKER (CD) [Facedown Records]
Mystical Death Across [Rottweiler]
Chris Tomlin Good News Of Great Joy (Christmas Songs Of Worship) [Capitol CMG]
We Are Messengers Rejoice! (A Celtic Christmas LIVE) [Curb]
Mark Wills Grand Ole Revival [Gaither]

SINGLES
Olivia Lane Hark! The Herald Angels Sing - Single [BEC]
Tasha Layton & Dave Barnes What Should I Get You For Christmas - Single [BEC]
Blessing Offor The King Has Come - Single [Capitol CMG]
Hunter Plake Holly Jolly Christmas - Single [BEC]
River Valley Worship Come and Behold - Single [BEC]
Tae Lamar, YP aka Young Paul The Re-Up - Single [Polished Arrow]
Vineyard Worship Jesus Our Christ - Single [Vineyard]

VINYL
Meadows DESERT WALKER Vinyl [Facedown]

Next Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin Currency [Equal Vision]

Next Friday, November 13
ALBUMS
Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

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Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
Living Again Get This Far - Single (independent)
Magdalene Rose the terrifying reality of it all - Single [Rockfest]
Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante OVEN MITT! - Single [Dream]
Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]
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