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Lonely House cover
06. Sick Of Will
Album: Lonely House
Artist: Grammatrain
         
 

Can't ever win against my sin
I find I'm made of dust again
look away from evil displays
shadows on your walls come from my eyes

If I could only be, if I could only be your master
you'll torture me until the die I die to you
if I could only learn to ignore myself and let you burn away,
save myself from your decay
leave me every time I'm up you come to hold me down, hold me
I see I've got nothing left to show you now show you
want to decide to commit willicide
I chew the chains I wrapped again
in my dream see what I've seen
the sun will dry you up and burn the dead away


 

More Lyrics from Lonely House

  1. 01. She Don't Know
  2. 02. Believe
  3. 03. Execution
  4. 04. Lonely House
  5. 05. Psycho
  6. 06. Sick Of Will
  7. 07. Need
  8. 08. Drown
  9. 09. Undivine Election
  10. 10. Jerky Love Song
  11. 11. Humanity
  12. 12. Picture Pains
  13. 13. Apathy
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