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Relentless cover
04. Back At My Heart
Album: Relentless
Artist: Natalie Grant
         
 

Strong on the outside
But coming apart at the seams
That's me
Tragically always together
But bruised underneath
That's me
I stand just to stumble
I trip on my pride
Why do I always try to hide

Meanwhile back at my heart
I'm desperate for all that You are
See through me and take me apart
Meanwhile back at my soul
Mend me, please make me whole
You know just where to start
Back at my heart, back at my heart

Patiently waiting to pick up
The pieces of me
That's You
Healer of hearts
When the world leaves it broken in two
That's You
Maker of heaven
The sky and the sea
When You stretched your arms
You reached for me

Meanwhile back at my heart
I'm desperate for all that You are
Undo me and take me apart
Meanwhile back at my soul
Mend me, please make me whole
You know just where to start

Back at my heart
Back at my fear
Back at my brokenness
Lord meet me here
I am exposed
And I'm not afraid anymore

Meanwhile back at my heart
I'm desperate for all that You are
Undo me and take me apart
Meanwhile back at my soul
Mend me, please make me whole
You know just where to start


(N. Grant, Bernie Herms, Matthew West)

Behind the Song:
"This is the most honest lyric on the album. I struggle with great personal insecurities, and these words are the cry of my heart. Underneath all of the pretending and the hiding, I am desperate for God. I know that as I draw near to Him, He will draw near to me, which is the heart of the matter." - Natalie Grant

 

More Lyrics from Relentless

  1. 01. I Will Not Be Moved
  2. 02. In Better Hands
  3. 03. Make It Matter
  4. 04. Back At My Heart
  5. 05. Let Go
  6. 06. Perfect People
  7. 07. Our Hope Endures
  8. 08. So Long
  9. 09. Wonderful Life
  10. 10. Safe
  11. 11. Make A Way (Brittany's Song)
  12. 12. BONUS TRACK: In Christ Alone
More Natalie Grant lyrics

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