Lyrics:

If I swallowed this pen and ink
Do you think that I could write what I speak?
Cause my hands cannot shape the words that I’m feeling

I’m not ready now
To spill my guts (x2)

Well I’m alive and well, can’t you tell?
My eyes are open
As much as I try to sound from my mouth
It’s not moving
Has it been sewn shut by someone or something?
Why do I deserve to be unnerved and silenced?

Chorus:
I’m not ready now
To spill my guts
All you wanted to know
Was why I feel this (way) (x2)

I am scared for how you might react to me (x2)

I’m not coming
I’m not coming out until
The morning comes alive
Oh it comes alive (x4)