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07. Self Ate the Devil
Album: Through Confusion
Artist: Relentless Pursuit
 

I was lost in my own abyss to complicate (to complicate) myself and everyone around me. That was the pain. (That was the pain.) I took the greatest gift and I tore it to shreds. In my own despair and in my own faults and flaws. I want only to redeem myself in you. I was told self is the greatest enemy. I tend to believe. If it were self versus the devil then self would win. It would win.That’s no compensation for all my sins. My sins. My sins. My sins. My sins. My sins. My sins. My sins.
I need you in my life. Don’t let the past catch up to me. Destroy the self inside of me. I need you in my life. Don’t let the past catch up to me. Please make me believe.
I was lost in my own abyss to complicate myself.
I won’t run and I won’t hide from you.


 

More Lyrics from Through Confusion

  1. 01. On Probation
  2. 02. Flamboyant Intoxication
  3. 03. Hit the Bricks
  4. 04. Enter The Void
  5. 05. In My Mind
  6. 06. In Over Your Head
  7. 07. Self Ate the Devil
  8. 08. In A Different Place
                 
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This Friday, Friday, November 6
ALBUMS
Big Daddy Weave It's Time For Christmas - EP [Curb]
Hillside Recording & Addy Prado Come and See - EP (independent)
Meadows DESERT WALKER (CD) [Facedown Records]
Mystical Death Across [Rottweiler]
Chris Tomlin Good News Of Great Joy (Christmas Songs Of Worship) [Capitol CMG]
We Are Messengers Rejoice! (A Celtic Christmas LIVE) [Curb]
Mark Wills Grand Ole Revival [Gaither]

SINGLES
Olivia Lane Hark! The Herald Angels Sing - Single [BEC]
Tasha Layton & Dave Barnes What Should I Get You For Christmas - Single [BEC]
Blessing Offor The King Has Come - Single [Capitol CMG]
Hunter Plake Holly Jolly Christmas - Single [BEC]
River Valley Worship Come and Behold - Single [BEC]
Tae Lamar, YP aka Young Paul The Re-Up - Single [Polished Arrow]
Vineyard Worship Jesus Our Christ - Single [Vineyard]

VINYL
Meadows DESERT WALKER Vinyl [Facedown]

Next Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin Currency [Equal Vision]

Next Friday, November 13
ALBUMS
Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

SINGLES
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
Living Again Get This Far - Single (independent)
Magdalene Rose the terrifying reality of it all - Single [Rockfest]
Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante OVEN MITT! - Single [Dream]
Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

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