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03. Surgery
Album: solstice
Artist: Schuyler Kitchin
 

It’s been a year that I’ll remember
When I look down at my hands
Surgery is in season
Cauterizing is the plan

I think I’m ready to be good now
So make the healing quick for me
Let grief tarry for the evening
But haste the morning with its peace

Unplug my fingers from the levee
Let emotion flood my face
But the weight is far too heavy
Dam it, I can’t take the wave

Profoundly sad but I can’t weep yet
Profoundly numb but I won’t die
Profoundly tired and I won’t lie to ya
It’s been a year I won’t forget

You put me under anesthesia
Knew I couldn’t take the pain
Laid me down upon the table
Wounded Healer tend my frame

With the purifying flame
With the light in darkness flame
Don’t want to leave the way I came
No I won’t leave the way I came


music & lyrics by schuyler kitchin produced, mixed, & mastered by daniel tavani schuyler kitchin: vocals, guitars, bass, drums, percussion, synth daniel tavani: synths, banjo, electric guitar, percussion brady dallas jones: bgv, primal scream

 

More Lyrics from solstice

  1. 01. Solstice
  2. 02. The Wreckage
  3. 03. Surgery
  4. 04. Unless a Seed (feat. Imer Santiago)
  5. 05. Images
  6. 06. The Lighthouse & the Sailor
  7. 07. Gerasene
  8. 08. North of Boston (feat. Davy
  9. 09. Equinox
  10. 10. Thou Art With Me
                 
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This Tuesday, November 10
SINGLES
Seth Davey A New Dawn - Single (independent)

This Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin CURRENCY [Equal Vision]

This Friday, November 13
ALBUMS
Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Lily Hooten Promise Land [Anotherland]
The Lofi Christian & Commons Worship The Commons Lofi (independent)
outr.cty Green Skies, Blue Grass [Syntax]
Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]
Calum Wood Christmas Songs from the Kitchen Table, Vol. 2 (independent)

SINGLES
Elan Brio Jewels (feat. George Jones III) - Single [Polished Arrow]
Chris Caro 10 YEARS IN A MINUTE - Single [Syntax]
Cutright The Curtain - Single [Syntax]
Jordan Feliz Fast - Single [Centricity]
Matt Gorman Nature of the Beast - Single [By Design]
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
Living Again Get This Far - Single (independent)
Magdalene Rose the terrifying reality of it all - Single [Rockfest]
Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante OVEN MITT! - Single [Dream]
Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Amelia Wells At Your Feet - Single [Hope Lane]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

VINYL
Anberlin CURRENCY Vinyl [Equal Vision]

Next Thursday, November 19
ALBUMS
NEEDTOBREATHE The Long Surrender and The Fellow Passengers of Pain [UMG]

Next Friday, November 20
ALBUMS
Gabrielle Lovelace The Secret of Christmas [Old Bear]
Mountains in the Sea Breakthrough - EP [Dream]
New Wine Worship Ready For More - EP (independent)
The Rogers Family Let's Sing a Song About Jesus [Horizon]
Will Morrison, Calm Worship Collective Christmas Music - Instrumental Piano Holiday Songs (independent)

SINGLES
Francesca Battistelli Messiah (Cinematic) - Single [Curb]
Gracie Binion O Holy Night - Single [BEC]
John Long love deep - Single (independent)
Chandler Marie Merry Christmas Mary - Single (independent)
Hunter Plake Silent Night - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante PRAISE DANCE! - Single [Dream]
Run51 Wishlist - Single [Dream]
Mike Weaver Homecoming - Single [Curb]

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