i don’t feel You like i used to
i keep screaming—does it even reach You?
would it even matter?
because i’ve never heard You
and now i don’t feel You
it’s overwhelming when it changes
and i keep searching
for the thing that changed it
but i don’t feel You
and i’m scared it’s not working
it’s overwhelming
i want to hold on to every moment
i thought i might buy it, i thought i might know it
oh, it’s never been certain,
this insatiable searching,
but i want to hold it

feelings change with the wind
we’ll do this dance time again
my feet are blistered to the bone
i need someone else to feel You when i don’t

to be not alone when I get stuck
in the moment my mind gives up
to be not alone when I get lost
in the shadow that stalks my thoughts
to be not alone, not alone

when feelings change with the wind
and we do this dance time again
i need an Anchor of flesh and bone
someone else to feel You when i don’t
to be not alone