I felt a disturbance inside my brain. Felt like I jumped right off of the train. I sold all my friends and family for gain. Unsure of how much I was going insane. Overdosed at a bash. Nearly died at the scene. Saw nothing in myself but a prideful fiend. Cared nothing for others and only for myself. When I am judged will I be sent straight to hell? I cursed everything and said Your name in vain. Thought I would go through never ending pain. Am I too foul of heart to be saved? Will I have a chance to tread on the walk that You paved? Please forgive my ignorant heart. Tell me where I am supposed to start? Save me from a fate of condemnation. Save me from myself as we close to the Cessation. I felt a disturbance inside my brain. Felt like I jumped right off the train. Save me from a fate of condemnation. Save me from myself as we close the Cessation.