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12. Crusades
Album: Constellations
Artist: August Burns Red
 

I used to be so young and invincible. The mistakes of my youth are finally catching up to me. The face that stares back in the mirror should carry nothing but pride. As the days go by, it’s getting harder to hold my head up high. I’ve never been so tired. I’ve never felt so weak, but I swear to you, I swear to you that I’m not giving up. Never been so tired. Never felt so weak. My storied life is coming to a graceful descend...descend. I’ve seen peace end, and battles begin. I’ve seen peace end, and battles begin. Go... I won’t forget the lives I’ve touched. I won’t forget the ones I’ve loved. As the days go by, it’s getting harder to hold my head up high. As the days go by, it’s getting harder to hold my head up high. Ya... Ouh... I used to think I’d last forever. I used to think I’d last forever. I used to think I’d last forever. I used to think I’d last forever. Forever.... Now I’m praying for the light to just carry me away. I’m praying for the light to just carry me away... Say goodnight. Say goodnight. Say goodbye. Say goodbye. This is my time to be with my Lord.



 

More Lyrics from Constellations

  1. 01. Thirty and Seven
  2. 02. Existence
  3. 03. Ocean of Apathy
  4. 04. White Washed
  5. 05. Mariana's Trench
  6. 06. The Escape Artist
  7. 07. Indonesia
  8. 08. Paradox
  9. 09. Meridian
  10. 10. Rationalist
  11. 11. Meddler
  12. 12. Crusades
                 
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ALBUMS
PFR Target and the Arrow (independent)

This Friday, September 25
ALBUMS
Altarheart Prone To Wander [Rottweiler]
ANTHNY Worship Leader's Diary [SONY/Provident]
Elan Brio Sound Waves [Polished Arrow]
Brotality Jaws of the Earth (independent)
Forsaken Eternity Shades of Existence - EP [Rottweiler]
gio. PROMISE LAND [Capitol CMG]
Pomegranate More To Find - EP (independent)
Red Worship Witness (independent)
Stryper Throne Of Thorns [Frontiers Music]
We Are Messengers Halfway Home [Curb]
Matthew West Jesus is King [Provident]
The Wood Drake Sessions East to West (independent)

SINGLES
Sarah Anthony Jesus is King - Single (independent)
AustinThaNoble Mommy, I’m Praying for You - Single [Syntax]
Chris Caro DID WHAT I SAID - Single [Syntax]
Kelo Real Love - Single [Syntax]
Rachael Lampa Permission - Single [Centricity]
Jamie MacDonald Used to Be - Single [Capitol CMG]
Mackenzie Phillips Made - Single [Gotee]
QEW & Cyrus Sonata Nu Nimbus Vibez (ft. Scribe Music) - Single [Syntax]
River Valley Worship King of the Empty Grave - Single [BEC]
The Sean Coleman Project Might Just Be My Day (feat. Brad Goff) - Single (independent)

Next Friday, October 2
ALBUMS
Amy Grant The Me That Remains (Deluxe Edition) [Thirty Tigers]
The Light Superior Dayspring [Rottweiler]
Jake MacAdam Source of Life - EP (independent)
Josh Snodgrass Praise (Instrumental Guitar) - EP (independent)
Tauren Wells Here Comes The Church (Live) [Capitol CMG]

SINGLES
Francesca Battistelli Won't Miss A Moment - Single [Curb]
Gracie Binion & Bella Fabrizio Recompense - Single [BEC]
Koryn Hawthorne God Is Real - Single [Motown Gospel]
Olivia Lane Mother's Eyes - Single [BEC]
Chandler Marie Ride Away - Single (independent)


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