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12. Crusades
Album: Constellations
Artist: August Burns Red
 

I used to be so young and invincible. The mistakes of my youth are finally catching up to me. The face that stares back in the mirror should carry nothing but pride. As the days go by, it’s getting harder to hold my head up high. I’ve never been so tired. I’ve never felt so weak, but I swear to you, I swear to you that I’m not giving up. Never been so tired. Never felt so weak. My storied life is coming to a graceful descend...descend. I’ve seen peace end, and battles begin. I’ve seen peace end, and battles begin. Go... I won’t forget the lives I’ve touched. I won’t forget the ones I’ve loved. As the days go by, it’s getting harder to hold my head up high. As the days go by, it’s getting harder to hold my head up high. Ya... Ouh... I used to think I’d last forever. I used to think I’d last forever. I used to think I’d last forever. I used to think I’d last forever. Forever.... Now I’m praying for the light to just carry me away. I’m praying for the light to just carry me away... Say goodnight. Say goodnight. Say goodbye. Say goodbye. This is my time to be with my Lord.



 

More Lyrics from Constellations

  1. 01. Thirty and Seven
  2. 02. Existence
  3. 03. Ocean of Apathy
  4. 04. White Washed
  5. 05. Mariana's Trench
  6. 06. The Escape Artist
  7. 07. Indonesia
  8. 08. Paradox
  9. 09. Meridian
  10. 10. Rationalist
  11. 11. Meddler
  12. 12. Crusades
                 
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This Thursday, August 13
ALBUMS
Various Artists Songs We've Been Trying To Tell You About (And Others We Haven't), Volume Fifteen [JFH Music]

This Friday, August 14
ALBUMS
2819 Worship For Christ Alone - EP [Reach]
The Arcadian Wild Make It Out Alive [Rip Stitch]
JusRzd, Cyrus Sonata, Mic Wise The State of the Art - EP [Syntax]
Jenna Raine Jeans, Boys & Jesus [Warner]

SINGLES
A Tribe Apart, Malcolm Rue, Nicole Muwanguzi Speak Lord - Single [Syntax]
AustinThaNoble Not My Own - Single [Syntax]
GLADDEN Free Fall - Single (independent)
KXC X Brenton Brown, Megan Cockram Hallelujah Jesus Saves - Single (independent)
Brandon Lake How Good God Is - Single [Provident]
Myles Maestro SHOUT TO THE MOON - Single [Syntax]
Jon Reddick King of Heaven - Single [Gotee]
Saints in Exile Wolf That Raised Me - Single [Syntax]
V1 Worship You Alone, Jesus - Single [Dream]

This Saturday, August 15
VINYL
Mat Kearney Nothing Left to Lose (Deluxe) Vinyl

Next Friday, August 21
ALBUMS
Band Reeves How To Forgive [Centricity]
CalledOut Music The Room [Integrity]
MotionPlus, Braille Still Dreamin' - EP [Gospel Banquet]
Lauren Talley Walls (Part One) - EP [Horizon]
Terrian Mad Big World [Gotee]

SINGLES
ELEOS Anchor For My Soul - Single (independent)
Grace Frances Waiting For Me - Single (independent)
WallerCo, John Waller Daddy's Here (Journee's Dream) - Single (independent)


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