I say I wanna be healthy but I turn up the noise
And the IV drips a steady stream of poison
I think I’m just in love with the feeling
Break my bones so I can feel them healing

Crazy’s I believe the medical term
When we wanna recover but we don’t wanna learn
Keep breaking what’s been fixed a thousand times
And give me some more of that iodine

I can’t make reality connect, I push ‘til I have nothing left
But if we want to wake up why we still singing these lullabies
I’ll run in circles ‘til I crash, one day these steps will be my last
So if we want to wake up why we still singing these lullabies

I say I wanna be happy but I quickly forget
When I sabotage all the good I’ve got left
Depression’s like a big fur coat
It’s made of dead things but it keeps me warm

I don’t like pain but I bring it to life
I don’t like scars but I’m good with a knife
I don’t like tears but I’m starting to cry when I realize I’m destroying my life
I do this to myself, I do this to myself
Stop blaming someone else, we do this to ourselves