well it's confusing but i know it so well - just taking time to be whatever you want to be now - and i've been wondering when it all fell apart on me - and how i didn't see it coming - in the least, baby - i gather miles and put them up on display - pretend i'm shiny, new and tell the world i've changed, but - i can only take so much - i will only say this once - i can bend in a million ways - but i won't break - no, no, no - i won't break - i lose my mind a little more every day - becoming everything i know that you wanna' see now - can't help but wonder when the colors began to fade - or when i started putting shadows in their place // you try to tear me into pieces, baby - but i won't, but i won't go - you try to tell me that there's nothing better - but i know - yes i know