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10. Sabotage/Home
Album: Beyond Control
Artist: Kings Kaleidoscope
         
 

If this is living
Then I am finally finding out
Life’s misleading
If this is freedom
Then I'm not sure if I want it now
I have reached the ceiling
If this is success
Well then I should have expected less
I could keep on dreaming
Cuz if I’m honest
I am beginning to have my doubts
What do I believe in?
I can’t escape this sabotage
Taking what I want
But slowly I’m discovering
Exactly what is wrong
I pour myself out for myself
Such a selfish fool
When all I want is you
When all I want is you
This isn't living
I’m so defeated and uninspired
Life’s deceiving
This isn't freedom
I never stop always running tired
I just keep on reaching
This isn’t success
I’m just a jumble of work and stress
And I’m always reeling
And if I’m honest
I am beginning to have my doubts
Who do I believe in?
Now, As I cross this parted sea
All I had is behind me
With my home now far from view
This is home right here with you
You have sabotaged this sea
Now you're walking here with me
This is home right here with you
I am home right here with you
Wade in the water
Wade in the water children
Life is an restless maze
You are my hiding place
Life is an reckless haze
You are my endless grace

Written by Chad Gardner & Zach Bolen

 

More Lyrics from Beyond Control

  1. 01. A Resting Place (Intro)
  2. 02. Enchanted
  3. 03. Most Of It
  4. 04. Dust
  5. 05. Ride On Reprise
  6. 06. In This Ocean Pt. I
  7. 07. In This Ocean Pt. II
  8. 08. Friendship (Interlude)
  9. 09. Lost?
  10. 10. Sabotage/Home
  11. 11. Gone
  12. 12. A Prayer (Clean / Explicit)
  13. 13. Trackless Sea
                 
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This Thursday, August 13
ALBUMS
Various Artists Songs We've Been Trying To Tell You About (And Others We Haven't), Volume Fifteen [JFH Music]

This Friday, August 14
ALBUMS
2819 Worship For Christ Alone - EP [Reach]
The Arcadian Wild Make It Out Alive [Rip Stitch]
JusRzd, Cyrus Sonata, Mic Wise The State of the Art - EP [Syntax]
Jenna Raine Jeans, Boys & Jesus [Warner]

SINGLES
A Tribe Apart, Malcolm Rue, Nicole Muwanguzi Speak Lord - Single [Syntax]
AustinThaNoble Not My Own - Single [Syntax]
GLADDEN Free Fall - Single (independent)
KXC X Brenton Brown, Megan Cockram Hallelujah Jesus Saves - Single (independent)
Brandon Lake How Good God Is - Single [Provident]
Myles Maestro SHOUT TO THE MOON - Single [Syntax]
Jon Reddick King of Heaven - Single [Gotee]
Saints in Exile Wolf That Raised Me - Single [Syntax]
V1 Worship You Alone, Jesus - Single [Dream]

This Saturday, August 15
VINYL
Mat Kearney Nothing Left to Lose (Deluxe) Vinyl

Next Friday, August 21
ALBUMS
Band Reeves How To Forgive [Centricity]
CalledOut Music The Room [Integrity]
MotionPlus, Braille Still Dreamin' - EP [Gospel Banquet]
Lauren Talley Walls (Part One) - EP [Horizon]
Terrian Mad Big World [Gotee]

SINGLES
ELEOS Anchor For My Soul - Single (independent)
Grace Frances Waiting For Me - Single (independent)
WallerCo, John Waller Daddy's Here (Journee's Dream) - Single (independent)


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