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Heathen cover
11. Vanity
Album: Heathen
Artist: Gawvi
         
 

Hold on hold on hold on
Hey oh Hey oh
Hold on hold on hold on
Hey oh Hey oh

I told my mama assalamah
Imma make it and never forget her
Stacking bread and stacking the cheddar
Who would've known I woulda traveled off of writing letters
Who woulda known I’d have a job making these instrumentals
Yea woah
Somedays are better than others
I know I was a shoulder for the tears of my mother
This around the time when my parents divorced
Same time when my faith finally taken course
Yea
My biggest fear is losing my wife
And all my Christian heroes yea they cheated once or
Twice
Making me think if I’m next in line
If my light gone shine
Do my eyes go blind?

I know the devil want a silence on my name
Growing up tryna find my way
I'm just tryna dodge the flames
I been getting tied away
I’m tryna wait

Hold on hold on hold on
Do you ever see inside?
Do you ever see inside?
Hold on hold on hold on
Do you ever see inside?
Do you ever see inside?
See inside

Yeah woah woah
I told my people that the root of evil is the love of moolah
Gems of wisdom in my head
You cannot jeweler
I had to get it through my thick skull
My medulla
Before the snakes slither in
Gotta duck Medusa
wusa
Why we do bad?
We gotta lose that
And from the jump
I was trying not to be a nuisance
Who dat?
Who dat?
The heathen that was lost and found
Yea yea
I had an episode
I had enough
Hope they understand my words at the doves yeah
You the type to go crazy on the keyboard
Til you see me with the homies at the front door
Got it Timmy Timmy yeah we gone eat
Hope it ain’t the last supper that we gone feast
They tryna kill me like Jesus at 33
I hope they see me as a brother not the enemy

Hold on hold on hold on
Hey oh Hey oh
Hold on hold on hold on
Hey oh Hey oh

Hold on hold on hold on
Do you ever see inside?
Do you ever see inside?
Hold on hold on hold on
Do you ever see inside?
Do you ever see inside?
See inside



 

More Lyrics from Heathen

  1. 01. Difficult
  2. 02. Jit
  3. 03. Skull
  4. 04. Climate Change
  5. 05. Not Too Far
  6. 06. Sin
  7. 07. Girl
  8. 08. So Alive
  9. 09. All of Me
  10. 10. Who You Gon' Be
  11. 11. Vanity
  12. 12. Criminal
  13. 13. Jesus You Are
  14. 14. I'm Fine
  15. 15. Feed Dah Gang
  16. 16. Forty5
  17. 17. Sinners Chaos
                 
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This Tuesday, November 10
SINGLES
Seth Davey A New Dawn - Single (independent)

This Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin CURRENCY [Equal Vision]

This Friday, November 13
ALBUMS
Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Lily Hooten Promise Land [Anotherland]
The Lofi Christian & Commons Worship The Commons Lofi (independent)
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Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]
Calum Wood Christmas Songs from the Kitchen Table, Vol. 2 (independent)

SINGLES
Elan Brio Jewels (feat. George Jones III) - Single [Polished Arrow]
Chris Caro 10 YEARS IN A MINUTE - Single [Syntax]
Cutright The Curtain - Single [Syntax]
Jordan Feliz Fast - Single [Centricity]
Matt Gorman Nature of the Beast - Single [By Design]
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
Living Again Get This Far - Single (independent)
Magdalene Rose the terrifying reality of it all - Single [Rockfest]
Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante OVEN MITT! - Single [Dream]
Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Amelia Wells At Your Feet - Single [Hope Lane]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

VINYL
Anberlin CURRENCY Vinyl [Equal Vision]

Next Thursday, November 19
ALBUMS
NEEDTOBREATHE The Long Surrender and The Fellow Passengers of Pain [UMG]

Next Friday, November 20
ALBUMS
Gabrielle Lovelace The Secret of Christmas [Old Bear]
Mountains in the Sea Breakthrough - EP [Dream]
New Wine Worship Ready For More - EP (independent)
The Rogers Family Let's Sing a Song About Jesus [Horizon]
Will Morrison, Calm Worship Collective Christmas Music - Instrumental Piano Holiday Songs (independent)

SINGLES
Francesca Battistelli Messiah (Cinematic) - Single [Curb]
Gracie Binion O Holy Night - Single [BEC]
John Long love deep - Single (independent)
Chandler Marie Merry Christmas Mary - Single (independent)
Hunter Plake Silent Night - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante PRAISE DANCE! - Single [Dream]
Run51 Wishlist - Single [Dream]
Mike Weaver Homecoming - Single [Curb]

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