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(I Am) Origami Pt. 4 - Marathon Daze cover
13. Help Me Let Go
Album: (I Am) Origami Pt. 4 - Marathon Daze
Artist: John Van Deusen
         
 

Everything is burning
Violent winds are turning
These safety nets can’t hold the weight of the world
So I look for your face
All I see are idols encased
Bogged down and drowning in a cheap surrender

So help me let go
And fall into your arms
I need to know that you are here amidst the storm
So help me let go
And fall into your arms
I need to know that you are here and I can’t lose your love

Oh sons and daughters
Bowed down as cannon fodder
This isn’t worship
It’s ego ammunition
So I run for meaning
Tune for the Love-Light gleaming
I need experiential crucifixion

Offering of contempt
Do I believe or fear it?
Can’t deny I often feel the priestly jester
I need an earthquake
Every faculty awake
Help me return to that room of unknowing

So help me let go…


 

More Lyrics from (I Am) Origami Pt. 4 - Marathon Daze

  1. 01. Oh, Sweetest Name
  2. 02. Uninspired; Blowing Smoke
  3. 03. Broken Record
  4. 04. All I Need
  5. 05. You Tell Me
  6. 06. Give Back My Heart
  7. 07. Marathon Daze
  8. 08. Any Less Than My Best
  9. 09. In The Morning
  10. 10. John Ringhofer Makes A Tape Loop
  11. 11. Be Not Far From Here
  12. 12. Heart Lake
  13. 13. Help Me Let Go
  14. 14. Boring
  15. 15. Universal Will To Become Pt. II
  16. 16. Hemlock
  17. 17. Hypothermic Hermit
  18. 18. Patient Saint
  19. 19. Oslo
  20. 20. God Outside Of Time
  21. 21. If I Get To Heaven
                 
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This Thursday, November 5
ALBUMS
Scroll Eater In The Mouth Of The Prophet - EP [Facedown]

SINGLES
NEEDTOBREATHE Free Fall (feat. Conner Smith) - Single [UMG]

VINYL
Chris Renzema Every December Vinyl [Centricity]

This Friday, November 6
ALBUMS
The Band JAREN O Holy Night - EP [Provident / Sony]
Big Daddy Weave It's Time for Christmas - EP [Curb]
Extol Aura of Decay [Solid State]
Grace Graber Sophomore Year (independent)
Hillside Recording & Addy Prado Come and See - EP (independent)
LO Worship The Drought Is Over (Live from LO Conference) [Integrity]
Meadows DESERT WALKER (CD) [Facedown Records]
Mystical Death Across [Rottweiler]
Anita Ranae Dwell in Hope - EP [Rottweiler]
Sleeping At Last Atlas: Sustain - EP (independent)
Chris Tomlin Good News Of Great Joy (Christmas Songs Of Worship) [Capitol CMG]
We Are Messengers Rejoice! (A Celtic Christmas Live) [Curb]
Mark Wills Grand Ole Revival [Gaither]

SINGLES
Bryan Andrew Wilson, Lola Falana O Holy Night! - Single (independent)
Steven Curtis Chapman 10,000 Reasons/Greater Things - Single [The Fuel]
The Choir Room Better Than This (feat. Dorinda Clark-Cole) - Single [Centricity]
Dise Prevail - Single (independent)
Dragons & Astronauts On The First Day Of Christmas (I Wrote A Song In D) - Single (independent)
Elan Brio, Illustrate Reactors - Single [Polished Arrow]
Forrest Frank Go! Go! Go! (feat. Lecrae & KB) - Single [River House]
Garrett & Kate Serban O Come All Ye Faithful / All Hail King Jesus - Single [Bethel]
Ellie Holcomb Waterfalling - Single [Capitol CMG]
Olivia Lane Hark! The Herald Angels Sing - Single [BEC]
Tasha Layton & Dave Barnes What Should I Get You For Christmas - Single [BEC]
Blessing Offor The King Has Come - Single [Capitol CMG]
Hunter Plake Holly Jolly Christmas - Single [BEC]
Presence Music The Darkness Didn't Know - Single [Syntax]
River Valley Worship Come and Behold - Single [BEC]
Allan Scott Loser - Single [DREAM]
SEU Worship SEU Worship releases “Wild Rushing Wind (Viento Recio) - Single [Provident]
Tae Lamar, YP aka Young Paul The Re-Up - Single [Polished Arrow]
Vineyard Worship Jesus Our Christ - Single [Vineyard]
Phil Wickham, CeCe Winans Peace on Earth - Single [Fair Trade]

VINYL
Meadows DESERT WALKER Vinyl [Facedown]

Next Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin Currency [Equal Vision]

Next Friday, November 13
ALBUMS
Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Lily Hooten Promise Land [Anotherland]
Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

SINGLES
Jordan Feliz Fast - Single [Centricity]
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
Living Again Get This Far - Single (independent)
Magdalene Rose the terrifying reality of it all - Single [Rockfest]
Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante OVEN MITT! - Single [Dream]
Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

VINYL
Anberlin Currency Vinyl [Equal Vision]

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