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17. Lump Sum
Album: backbreakanomics
Artist: Mars Ill
         
 

Dear Dad, the class began, hands were held and arms were open/
Moments stolen from the globe and life’s blood was always spoken/
One was chosen for another. Broke my will against your wisdom/
Pushed my face towards the light so I could cultivate the vision/
Made decisions for the unit. Hard times, you moved us through it/
By each word and every movement, you’re the one who showed me what truth is/
Thanks for the blueprint passed down. I’ll grip it by the cover/
Plus you showed me how to love my wife by the way you treat my mother/
And Mom, you sacrificed your body, scarred beneath the weight/
To usher my soul into the universe, human contact, you were first/
Through the worst I had to offer, caught His mercy in your stare/
You were there. Patched my wounds an protected me with your prayers/
Gave me food when I was hungry. Gave me love when I was empty/
Gave me a look of knowing solitude when I said where God would send me/
Thanks for the days and the nights, the laughter and the fights/
Teaching me wrong from right, Mom, the first woman in my life/
To my brother, thanks for the beatdowns and the harassment/
In you I learned to express my views with heated passion/
Followed your footsteps good or bad, so please get the facts straight/
My big brother introduced me to this and gave me my first rap tape/
I watched you grow up, thrive, prosper and self destruct/
Find the jewel in circumstances that sucked but still you stuck/
A husband and a father, a brother and a son/
Kevin, I’m so proud of the man that you’ve become/
Pam, Jeff, Billy, Cliff, Paine, David, Terry, Chris, Ricky/
The names stick with me, the names stick with me/
Jason Lee, Ben Heaton, Josh Cleveland, Eric Sartain,
Trent Gibson saw the best and the worst I’ve ever given/
Sintax, I’d bend back the sky and shift the balance/
I thank you for your strong mind, your friendship and your talent/
Your example to all that witness ‘cause there’s no “I” in crew/
You inspire me brother ‘cause I can see Christ in you/
Dust, where to start? The art’s answer to my question/
Blessed from lessons together that’s always led to progression/
This profession needs your genius to show cats what it’s about/
You keep making the music and I’ll keep running my mouth/
Playdough, Harry Krum, enough heart for every alias/
Thanks for helping me carry the torch as we take these kids/
Listener, Illtripp, Fred B, Recon/
Rabbi, Manuel, Sev Statik and Sivion/
It’s on until we change the face and finish what we started/
I’m thankful that you’re all a part of this/
Yeah it’s on until we change expression, finish what we started/
Deepspace5, it’s never stopping/
Mary, I don’t have the words to get across my feelings/
I breathe a purer form of oxygen when I’m staring at your face/
I can rise above my limits and break through this vaulted ceiling/
I’m a better man today because you occupy my space/
I hit the road, you hold it down and shun the glory/
I’ll be the mouthpiece for your heart and I’ll tell the world our story/
Thanks for bearing our children. Thanks for sharing your life/
Thanks for saying, “Yes,” May. Thanks for being my wife/
To my daughters and all unborn and future seeds/
I look at the world through your eyes and you always help me see/
Inspiration in your innocence and the future in your face/
I write these songs so I can make your world a better place/

And that’s all to say that all that I am is a collection of souls/
That God has used to touch me. Changed a reflection/
Made a man from a simple stick-figure/
And if I’ve ever met you, then you helped Him paint the picture…
(Repeat 3X)


 

More Lyrics from backbreakanomics

  1. 01. Eighty Eight
  2. 02. Breathe Slow
  3. 03. Planes and Trains
  4. 04. Afterlife
  5. 05. Black Box Artist (Boom-Bap)
  6. 06. Inside Out
  7. 07. Enterchange
  8. 08. Let Me Be
  9. 09. Alpha Male
  10. 10. PSA #428
  11. 11. Freeze Framework
  12. 12. Sideline Speech
  13. 13. Next Door
  14. 14. Piecemeal
  15. 15. Stepson
  16. 16. Sunstep
  17. 17. Lump Sum
  18. 18. The Calm Before
  19. 19. He
                 
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ALBUMS
Beach Chapel A Special Place In Heaven (independent)
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Lucy Gray By The Water - EP (independent)
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Olive Shoots Music Longing and Loss (independent)
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Vomitorial Corpulence Martyrdomical Symphonanthem [Rottweiler]

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Amy Grant To Be Together (feat. CAIN) [Capitol CMG/AG]
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Laura Kaczor Wrapped in Love - Single [Upstream]
Lady Audri My Body - Single [Syntax]
Leem of the Earth The Cavern of Dark - Single [Velvet Blue]
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Malcolm Rue & A Tribe Apart Omemma - Single [Syntax]
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Nai and J Follow - Single (independent)
New Wine Worship For Jesus - Single (independent)
Lloyd Nicks Glory (Angels We Have Heard) - Single [Curb]
Blessing Offor Broken Me (from The Chosen Album) - Single [Capitol CMG]
Hunter Plake It's Beginning to Look a lot Like Christmas - Single [BEC]
Chelsea Plank Make Me Willing - Single [Provident/Sony]
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Carly Ann Taylor How Glorious (Amazing Grace) - Single [Curb]
TobyMac The Hard Times - Single [Capitol CMG]
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Aaron Williams Abide (Christmas) [feat. Hope Darst] - Single [Provident/Sony]
ZOEgirl I Still Believe - Single (independent)

This Saturday, October 31
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Chaotic Resemblance Move - Single (independent)

Next Friday, November 6
ALBUMS
Big Daddy Weave It's Time For Christmas - EP [Curb]
Hillside Recording & Addy Prado Come and See - EP (independent)
Meadows DESERT WALKER (CD) [Facedown Records]
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Chris Tomlin Good News Of Great Joy (Christmas Songs Of Worship) [Capitol CMG]
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Mark Wills Grand Ole Revival [Gaither]

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VINYL
Meadows DESERT WALKER Vinyl [Facedown]

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