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I Call This Abandonment cover
09. The Real Version Of You
Album: I Call This Abandonment
Artist: Chasing Victory
         
 

With my hands under my belt, and my neck so slightly turned
The scenery's in for the fireworks
but like some shadow, you kept following me
Or like some sickness or some discomforting disease
You try to get under my skin
And poison me from within
But when cities fall they
Build them back much taller than they were
Is this love contagious
Well if you really want to know
I never felt the way you did so oh let this go
There's a difference to our opinions
And a chemical imbalance
Terrible with boys
You're so terrible with people
You could be a killer valentine
With a broken heart and bloody knife
But I hope you never really ever go that far
Don't let this go to your head
I told you once before that there's
Really no good reason
You want a reason


 

More Lyrics from I Call This Abandonment

  1. 01. Oceans Away
  2. 02. Unrequited Love
  3. 03. The Night Your Guardian Fell Asleep
  4. 04. A Taste Of Your Own Medicine
  5. 05. The Killer Is Me
  6. 06. First Steps To Recovery
  7. 07. Pre-Empty Nest Syndrome
  8. 08. Suspects, Alibis, And Partners In Crime
  9. 09. The Real Version Of You
  10. 10. Ascension And Escape
  11. 11. Speak Easy
                 
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This Friday, Friday, November 6
ALBUMS
Big Daddy Weave It's Time For Christmas - EP [Curb]
Hillside Recording & Addy Prado Come and See - EP (independent)
Meadows DESERT WALKER (CD) [Facedown Records]
Mystical Death Across [Rottweiler]
Chris Tomlin Good News Of Great Joy (Christmas Songs Of Worship) [Capitol CMG]
We Are Messengers Rejoice! (A Celtic Christmas LIVE) [Curb]
Mark Wills Grand Ole Revival [Gaither]

SINGLES
Olivia Lane Hark! The Herald Angels Sing - Single [BEC]
Tasha Layton & Dave Barnes What Should I Get You For Christmas - Single [BEC]
Blessing Offor The King Has Come - Single [Capitol CMG]
Hunter Plake Holly Jolly Christmas - Single [BEC]
River Valley Worship Come and Behold - Single [BEC]
Tae Lamar, YP aka Young Paul The Re-Up - Single [Polished Arrow]
Vineyard Worship Jesus Our Christ - Single [Vineyard]

VINYL
Meadows DESERT WALKER Vinyl [Facedown]

Next Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin Currency [Equal Vision]

Next Friday, November 13
ALBUMS
Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

SINGLES
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
Living Again Get This Far - Single (independent)
Magdalene Rose the terrifying reality of it all - Single [Rockfest]
Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante OVEN MITT! - Single [Dream]
Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

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