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Secrets Keep You Sick cover
10. Beside You Now
Album: Secrets Keep You Sick
Artist: The Fold
         
 

I know where I'm supposed to be beside you now but they won't let me
They're taking you away
So hear I'll lay eventually I'll waste away and they'll come get me
To place me next to you, right next to you

Beautiful, letting go of all you held onto, why can't I, why can't I
Beautiful, letting go of all you know is true, why can't I let you go

And on and on and what the hell I see no good to be angry with myself
I'll toss and turn tonight.

When did I get so uncivilized I could not awake from sleeping
It seems I do just fine for most of the time til I see my own reflection

Tell me lies, tell me sweet little lies I cannot continue sleeping
I can fool myself for most of the time til I see my own reflection
and that reminds me of you

Beautiful, letting go of all you held onto, why can't I, why can't I
Beautiful, letting go of all you know is true, why can't I let you go

And what else could have happened oh my dear, oh my love without you
And what else could have happened come away come away with me now

And I'll find the place you keep your favorite things
I'll try to make you fall in love by association
And now I know in my heart that I've never lost a thing 'til I lost you, my love, my love

Beautiful, letting go of all you held onto, why can't I, why can't I
Beautiful, letting go of all you know is true, why can't I let you go

I've no regrets of yesterday, though these tears are falling
I will look to you, I will still remember (God help me now)
This will linger on, your memory deeper than the oceans



 

More Lyrics from Secrets Keep You Sick

  1. 01. Medicine
  2. 02. Younger Than Our Years
  3. 03. Your Secrets Keep You Sick
  4. 04. New Skeptic
  5. 05. Faster Still
  6. 06. Closer
  7. 07. Down In Doubt And Living Without
  8. 08. Hey Rebekah
  9. 09. Catastrophe! (Prepare To Defibrillate)
  10. 10. Beside You Now
  11. 11. Revisited
                 
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This Wednesday, August 5
ALBUMS
Life.Church Switch Simple - EP (independent)

This Friday, August 7
ALBUMS
The Choir Dragonfly [Galaxy 21]
John Elefante Stories: The John Elefante Collection [Girder]

SINGLES
29:11 Worship Child of God - Single [Dream]
Francesca Battistelli He Will - Single [Curb]
Adriel Cruz I Don't Know About You - Single [Syntax]
Drea LP & OnBeatMusic Don't Think About It - Single [Syntax]
Josh Grove Trust (Psalm 13) - Single (independent)
Daye Jack He Is There For Me - Single [Syntax]
Allan Scott Everybody Needs Someone - Single [Dream]
Good Weather Forecast, SOFYKA NOMADIC TENDENCIES - Single [Dream]
Katie Rey God, I'm Good - Single (independent)
Solachi Voz ABBA - Single [Syntax]
Carly Ann Taylor Lifeline - Single [Wings]
Vineyard Worship Reign Forevermore - Single [Vineyard]

Next Thursday, August 13
ALBUMS
Various Artists Songs We've Been Trying To Tell You About (And Others We Haven't), Volume Fifteen [JFH Music]

Next Friday, August 14
ALBUMS
The Arcadian Wild Make It Out Alive [Rip Stitch]
Jenna Raine Jeans, Boys & Jesus [Warner]

SINGLES
GLADDEN Free Fall - Single (independent)
V1 Worship You Alone, Jesus - Single [Dream]

Next Saturday, August 15
VINYL
Mat Kearney Nothing Left to Lose (Deluxe) Vinyl


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