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Secrets Keep You Sick cover
10. Beside You Now
Album: Secrets Keep You Sick
Artist: The Fold
         
 

I know where I'm supposed to be beside you now but they won't let me
They're taking you away
So hear I'll lay eventually I'll waste away and they'll come get me
To place me next to you, right next to you

Beautiful, letting go of all you held onto, why can't I, why can't I
Beautiful, letting go of all you know is true, why can't I let you go

And on and on and what the hell I see no good to be angry with myself
I'll toss and turn tonight.

When did I get so uncivilized I could not awake from sleeping
It seems I do just fine for most of the time til I see my own reflection

Tell me lies, tell me sweet little lies I cannot continue sleeping
I can fool myself for most of the time til I see my own reflection
and that reminds me of you

Beautiful, letting go of all you held onto, why can't I, why can't I
Beautiful, letting go of all you know is true, why can't I let you go

And what else could have happened oh my dear, oh my love without you
And what else could have happened come away come away with me now

And I'll find the place you keep your favorite things
I'll try to make you fall in love by association
And now I know in my heart that I've never lost a thing 'til I lost you, my love, my love

Beautiful, letting go of all you held onto, why can't I, why can't I
Beautiful, letting go of all you know is true, why can't I let you go

I've no regrets of yesterday, though these tears are falling
I will look to you, I will still remember (God help me now)
This will linger on, your memory deeper than the oceans



 

More Lyrics from Secrets Keep You Sick

  1. 01. Medicine
  2. 02. Younger Than Our Years
  3. 03. Your Secrets Keep You Sick
  4. 04. New Skeptic
  5. 05. Faster Still
  6. 06. Closer
  7. 07. Down In Doubt And Living Without
  8. 08. Hey Rebekah
  9. 09. Catastrophe! (Prepare To Defibrillate)
  10. 10. Beside You Now
  11. 11. Revisited
                 
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This Tuesday, October 20
SINGLES
Philip Anthony Mud - Single (independent)

This Thursday, October 22
SINGLES
NEEDTOBREATHE Never Gonna Deserve Ya (feat. Evan Honer) - Single [UMG]

This Friday, October 23
ALBUMS
Bleach The Fox Den Sessions Vol. 1 [Residence Music]
Ernie Haase & Signature Sound Miami Live [StowTown]
Alex Henry Foster The Fragile Beauty (Of New Morning Hopes) [Hopeful Tragedy]
Future of Forestry Sojourner (independent)
Galactic Cowboys What Planet Are You From? [Cosmic Outpost Records]
JJ Hairston Anthems & Prayers (Live) [James Town Music]
m1L The Prelude EP [Polished Arrow]
Myles Maestro IDENTITY CRISIS [Syntax]
Melanie Penn Immanuel - The Acoustic Sessions (Deluxe) (independent)
Procyse I’ve Never Been Here Before [Polished Arrow]
QEW & Cyrus Sonata Chamber Saga EP [Syntax]
Josiah Queen Damascus Road [Capitol CMG]
The Sean Coleman Project Apropos of Nothing (independent)
Sidewalk Prophets Great Big Family Christmas (Live) [Curb]
We The Kingdom Soon The Streets Of Gold [Capitol CMG]
Devin Williams Conquer the World (Live) (independent)

SINGLES
Dave Barnes Christmastime - Single (independent)
Biscuits x albion. dawn - Single (independent)
Mark Bishop Unpack That Suitcase - Single [Sonlite]
Blanca Joyful, Joyful (We Singin' Out) - Single [Curb]
Elan Brio Airplanes - Single [Polished Arrow]
Chris Caro Hannah's Song - Single [Syntax]
Jordan Colle Worthy Of All Of It - Single [Bethel]
Matt Cooper Wonder - Single [QHMG / Quartz Hill Records]
ELEVATION LIVING ROOM BULLS & GOATS - Single [Elevation]
Hillside Recording & Addy Prado Joyful Joyful - Single (independent)
Keep Warm Like You (feat. Relient K) - Single [Real Fun]
Lakelin Lemmings I Ain't For Everybody (Piano) - Single [QHMG / Quartz Hill Records]
Mountains in the Sea My Burden Is Light - Single [Dream]
Naveszn Meadow - Single [Syntax]
No Vain Glory MOVE YOUR BODY (PT2) - Single [Syntax]
Jordan Rowe If Jesus Lived In My Hometown - Single [Tape Room / Capitol CMG]
Saints in Exile Haunted Nobody - Single [Syntax]
Skema Boy Worthy - Single [Provident]
Tommis & Company Your Name Is Jesus (Acoustic) - Single (independent)

Next Friday, October 30
ALBUMS
Beach Chapel A Special Place In Heaven (independent)
Kirk Franklin I Am What I Am [Uptown]
The Oak Ridge Boys Buried Treasures [Lightning Rod]
The Hyssongs We've Got a Song to Sing [Horizon]
Various Artists Songs Inspired By The Chosen: Season 1-5 [Capitol CMG]
Vomitorial Corpulence Martyrdomical Symphonanthem [Rottweiler]

SINGLES
Gracie Binion & Mitch Wong Gloria - Single [BEC]
Will Ellis My Yesterday’s Are Gone - Single (independent)
Leem of the Earth The Cavern of Dark - Single [Velvet Blue]
LOUDWERX Bass Go Boom (feat. Magic & Bird, Andy Mineo) - Single [Artist Influence]
Nai and J Follow - Single (independent)
Hunter Plake It's Beginning to Look a lot Like Christmas - Single [BEC]
Jordan St. Cyr Guide Me Home - Single [BEC]
TobyMac The Hard Times - Single [Capitol CMG]
ZOEgirl I Still Believe - Single (independent)


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