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12. Wish I Didn't Know
Album: Super Heavy Dreamscape
Artist: Blackball
 

Crushed by you faces
Crushed by thought of things
that might have been
But hope unseen is soon forgotten
I just think about things that
I wish I didn't know

More head than heart I think I
can't take the weight of all your yesterdays
cuz all your pain comes down to where I am
and I don't know how to help you
I wish I didn't know

nothing is gone that can't be given
and the taste of life is sweet
a million years or seconds
well, they're both the same to you and me
and at the end of time
all will be made right
all will be revealed
this brokenness is healed
and all will be made known
and understood


 

More Lyrics from Super Heavy Dreamscape

  1. 01. Doesn't Matter
  2. 02. One More Sucker
  3. 03. Get Outta Here
  4. 04. Wither
  5. 05. Everything Is Good
  6. 06. Not The Way I Want To Be
  7. 07. There Goes The One
  8. 08. If You Were Mine
  9. 09. Super Heavy Dreamscape
  10. 10. Chasing Everyone Away
  11. 11. Heart, Soul, Groove [Instrumental]
  12. 12. Wish I Didn't Know
                 
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ALBUMS
Big Daddy Weave It's Time For Christmas - EP [Curb]
Hillside Recording & Addy Prado Come and See - EP (independent)
Meadows DESERT WALKER (CD) [Facedown Records]
Mystical Death Across [Rottweiler]
Chris Tomlin Good News Of Great Joy (Christmas Songs Of Worship) [Capitol CMG]
We Are Messengers Rejoice! (A Celtic Christmas LIVE) [Curb]
Mark Wills Grand Ole Revival [Gaither]

SINGLES
Olivia Lane Hark! The Herald Angels Sing - Single [BEC]
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River Valley Worship Come and Behold - Single [BEC]
Tae Lamar, YP aka Young Paul The Re-Up - Single [Polished Arrow]
Vineyard Worship Jesus Our Christ - Single [Vineyard]

VINYL
Meadows DESERT WALKER Vinyl [Facedown]

Next Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin Currency [Equal Vision]

Next Friday, November 13
ALBUMS
Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

SINGLES
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
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Magdalene Rose the terrifying reality of it all - Single [Rockfest]
Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante OVEN MITT! - Single [Dream]
Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

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