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Nervosa cover
08. The Goat
Album: Nervosa
Artist: Showbread
         
 

I am the pride, I am the lust
I am the burning ache
I am the you you always were
I am eternal fake
I am the beast, I am the snake
I am the love of self
I am your heart, I am your soul
I am the living Hell

So open up and let it in
I’m not afraid of anything, I never have been

I am the drip, I am the creep
I am the ugly truth
I am the dirt, I am the pain
I am inside of you
I am the cries, I am the lies
I am the empty
I am the ever growing hole
Growing inside of me

No future for anyone

I am the end, I am the waste
I am the hollow shell
I am the numb, I am the trash
I am the god of self
I am the death, I am the filth
I am the everything
I am inside, I am alive
I am the anything

So open up and let it in
Burn me up, swallow me
Turn me up and follow me

(You) can't save yourself

I am the faith that melts away
I am the open mouth
I am the ache that eats away
I am the restless doubt
I am the life that ends in tears
No point to anything
But I am my own
I am I am I am I am
I am the road that leads to nowhere
I’m the nothing
I am the tentacles that tangle you
I’m the empty
I am me, I am myself, I am I
I am the only thing
I am the neverending lie


 

More Lyrics from Nervosa

  1. 01. The Journey
  2. 02. The Vulture
  3. 03. The Sky
  4. 04. The Dirt
  5. 05. The Dirt Alpha
  6. 06. The Pig
  7. 07. The Flies
  8. 08. The Goat
  9. 09. The Death
  10. 10. The End
  11. 11. The End Omega [Instrumental]
  12. 12. The Beginning
                 
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ALBUMS
Life.Church Switch Simple - EP (independent)

This Friday, August 7
ALBUMS
The Choir Dragonfly [Galaxy 21]
John Elefante Stories: The John Elefante Collection [Girder]

SINGLES
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Drea LP & OnBeatMusic Don't Think About It - Single [Syntax]
Josh Grove Trust (Psalm 13) - Single (independent)
Daye Jack He Is There For Me - Single [Syntax]
Allan Scott Everybody Needs Someone - Single [Dream]
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Katie Rey God, I'm Good - Single (independent)
Solachi Voz ABBA - Single [Syntax]
Carly Ann Taylor Lifeline - Single [Wings]
Vineyard Worship Reign Forevermore - Single [Vineyard]

Next Thursday, August 13
ALBUMS
Various Artists Songs We've Been Trying To Tell You About (And Others We Haven't), Volume Fifteen [JFH Music]

Next Friday, August 14
ALBUMS
The Arcadian Wild Make It Out Alive [Rip Stitch]
Jenna Raine Jeans, Boys & Jesus [Warner]

SINGLES
GLADDEN Free Fall - Single (independent)
V1 Worship You Alone, Jesus - Single [Dream]

Next Saturday, August 15
VINYL
Mat Kearney Nothing Left to Lose (Deluxe) Vinyl


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