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Nervosa cover
08. The Goat
Album: Nervosa
Artist: Showbread
         
 

I am the pride, I am the lust
I am the burning ache
I am the you you always were
I am eternal fake
I am the beast, I am the snake
I am the love of self
I am your heart, I am your soul
I am the living Hell

So open up and let it in
I’m not afraid of anything, I never have been

I am the drip, I am the creep
I am the ugly truth
I am the dirt, I am the pain
I am inside of you
I am the cries, I am the lies
I am the empty
I am the ever growing hole
Growing inside of me

No future for anyone

I am the end, I am the waste
I am the hollow shell
I am the numb, I am the trash
I am the god of self
I am the death, I am the filth
I am the everything
I am inside, I am alive
I am the anything

So open up and let it in
Burn me up, swallow me
Turn me up and follow me

(You) can't save yourself

I am the faith that melts away
I am the open mouth
I am the ache that eats away
I am the restless doubt
I am the life that ends in tears
No point to anything
But I am my own
I am I am I am I am
I am the road that leads to nowhere
I’m the nothing
I am the tentacles that tangle you
I’m the empty
I am me, I am myself, I am I
I am the only thing
I am the neverending lie


 

More Lyrics from Nervosa

  1. 01. The Journey
  2. 02. The Vulture
  3. 03. The Sky
  4. 04. The Dirt
  5. 05. The Dirt Alpha
  6. 06. The Pig
  7. 07. The Flies
  8. 08. The Goat
  9. 09. The Death
  10. 10. The End
  11. 11. The End Omega [Instrumental]
  12. 12. The Beginning
                 
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Alex Henry Foster Siren's Call - Single [Hopeful Tragedy]

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ALBUMS
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Matthew Plante FAVOUR! - Single [Dream]
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Magdalene Rose Do You Want to Be Free? - Single [RockFest]
V1 Worship Still Worthy - Single [Dream]

Next Wednesday, September 2
ALBUMS
Natalie Layne Still Running To You - EP [Centricity]

Next Friday, September 11
ALBUMS
Tasha Cobbs Leonard TASHA Unscripted (Live) [Motown Gospel]
The Rock Music Not Alone (independent)

SINGLES
Johan Asgarde No Other - Single [Gotee]
Charly Perry Masterpieces - Single [Gotee]
Matthew Plante HAND ON ME! - Single [Dream]


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