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Memento Mori cover
04. Missing
Album: Memento Mori
Artist: Flyleaf
         
 

I saw the queen
Swam out below her star on sea beneath
Though I lifted up my hands to her
She never lifted me

Oh something's missing in me
I felt it deep within me
As lovers left me to bleed alone
Found something sweet
On the island with daughters of eve
But through thick and thin they've gone away and only left their grief

Oh, something's missing in me
I felt it deep within me
As lovers left me to bleed alone

Oh, something's missing in me
I felt it deep within me
As lovers left me to bleed alone

Something's missing in me
Something missing in me

Down here love wasn't' meant to be
It wasn't meant to be for me
All is vanity underneath the sun
All is vanity

Oh, something's missing in me
I felt it deep within me
As lovers left me to bleed alone



Behind the Song:
Missing 2.15.02
Today I finally heard back from my daughter. Her letter was so sad. She said she no longer believed in Love and was thinking of joining the Dread Army. She wrote, “Down here, love wasn’t meant to be for me. All is vanity underneath the sun.” Feeling defeated, I prayed and wept bitterly for what felt like hours. I cried out, “Why am I here fighting to bring Love to the earth, when my own daughter doesn’t believe in it anymore?” Afterwards, I was comforted to remember that everyone who seeks Truth with all their heart will find it. Love is true. My daughter will know Love. All IS vanity underneath the sun. Everything and everyone on earth will leave us empty and unfulfilled, because there is only one Love. She was already finding truth in her searching.

 

More Lyrics from Memento Mori

  1. 01. Beautiful Bride
  2. 02. Again
  3. 03. Chasm
  4. 04. Missing
  5. 05. This Close
  6. 06. The Kind
  7. 07. In The Dark
  8. 08. Set Apart This Dream
  9. 09. Swept Away
  10. 10. Tiny Heart
  11. 11. Melting [Instrumental]
  12. 12. Treasure
  13. 13. Circle
  14. 14. Arise
                 
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This Friday, October 30
ALBUMS
Beach Chapel A Special Place In Heaven (independent)
Kirk Franklin I Am What I Am [Uptown]
Lucy Gray By The Water - EP (independent)
The Hyssongs We've Got a Song to Sing [Horizon]
The Oak Ridge Boys Buried Treasures [Lightning Rod]
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Amy Grant To Be Together (feat. CAIN) [Capitol CMG/AG]
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Laura Kaczor Wrapped in Love - Single [Upstream]
Lady Audri My Body - Single [Syntax]
Leem of the Earth The Cavern of Dark - Single [Velvet Blue]
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Nai and J Follow - Single (independent)
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Hunter Plake It's Beginning to Look a lot Like Christmas - Single [BEC]
Chelsea Plank Make Me Willing - Single [Provident/Sony]
Razzie & OnBeatMusic Brick After Brick - Single [Syntax]
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Carly Ann Taylor How Glorious (Amazing Grace) - Single [Curb]
TobyMac The Hard Times - Single [Capitol CMG]
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Aaron Williams Abide (Christmas) [feat. Hope Darst] - Single [Provident/Sony]
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This Saturday, October 31
SINGLES
Chaotic Resemblance Move - Single (independent)

Next Friday, November 6
ALBUMS
Big Daddy Weave It's Time For Christmas - EP [Curb]
Hillside Recording & Addy Prado Come and See - EP (independent)
Meadows DESERT WALKER (CD) [Facedown Records]
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Chris Tomlin Good News Of Great Joy (Christmas Songs Of Worship) [Capitol CMG]
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Mark Wills Grand Ole Revival [Gaither]

SINGLES
Olivia Lane Hark! The Herald Angels Sing - Single [BEC]
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VINYL
Meadows DESERT WALKER Vinyl [Facedown]

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