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07. Kill Me (Hesed)
Album: The Rain Falls Sideways
Artist: Benjamin Daniel
 

I’m sick of feeling out of body in this fading life
Tethered to the ground stretched to an unimagined sky
I’m sick of burdening my friends when everything goes dark
I’m sick of death and trembling beneath its question mark
So kill me, kill me, kill me
Just kill me, kill me, kill me
I’m sick of immortalizing all my loves ones gone
To clench my fist when I see fit, for all the pain it spawned
I’m sick of blaming me for everything that’s going wrong
The furthest cross away from Yours
The cure for keeping on
So kill me, kill me, kill me
Just kill me, kill me, kill me
With Your kindness, kindness, kindness
With Your kindness, kindness, kindness
When I’m buried in my shame
Forget Your love applies to me
Resurrection, find my name
Take up Your mud and make me see
I don’t care the words that they paint
In sorrowful uncertainty

There is no more condemnation
Planted doubt, choke out the seed
Let faith sprout through tribulation
Get this out and make me clean
Kill me, kill me, kill me
Kill me, kill me, kill me
With Your kindness, kindness, kindness
With Your kindness, kindness, kindness

 

More Lyrics from The Rain Falls Sideways

  1. 01. Westward
  2. 02. Take Hold
  3. 03. The Morning Sun Above My House (From My Backyard Swing)
  4. 04. The Rain Falls Sideways
  5. 05. Lights Out
  6. 06. Magic Dust
  7. 07. Kill Me (Hesed)
  8. 08. Fear Hymn
  9. 09. You Slow Down
  10. 10. Returning the Favor
  11. 11. The End that Never Came
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This Wednesday, November 11
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