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07. The New Holland Haunting

Punishing Myself Before God Does
by Confessions of a Traitor



 

 

No sun
No love
No sun after the rain
No love after the pain

Why am I so terrified at my own sense of worth?
I'm at the point where it no longer hurts
Is it too late? Will it fade or stay the same?
Paralysed in a state of rebirth

In a state of rebirth

What is reality?
When you succumb to fear
I’m powerless
Everything’s in vain
There’s nothing left of me
I scream and no one hears
I’m powerless
Possessed by this entity

Possessed
Possessed by this entity
There's nothing left of me

Can you feel what I endure?
Can you feel what I endure?
I need a moment to feel pure
Like a shadow needs the sun
I'm too weak, too weak to run

I'm too weak to run

What is my worth?
In a state of rebirth

What is reality?
When you succumb to fear
I’m powerless
Everything’s in vain
There’s nothing left of me
I scream and no one hears
I’m powerless
Possessed by this entity

Exercise me

No sun after the rain
No love among the pain


 

 

 

 

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