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08. A Place Where Your Hope Dies

Punishing Myself Before God Does
by Confessions of a Traitor



 

 

If this is our final goodbye
For me you have to die

For me you have to die

Don’t let those lies go to waste
Tell me how do they taste?
When I know of another you embraced

Did you ever really hold me in high regard?
Honesty, integrity must be hard

You’re so naďve
As you take what you need
I dissolve all these memories
So I can grieve

What I erased
Becomes your obsession

This is our final goodbye
For me you have to die

You try to absolve your soul of sin
But I promise you (promise you), you’ll never win (never win)
When the sun goes down at night
In the guilt you’ll drown (guilt you’ll drown)
For its useless to fight
Useless to fight

Aaaahhh useless

I don't know my end, but my end knows me
The words you utter provides clarity

This is our final goodbye (goodbye)
for me you have to die
This is our final goodbye (goodbye)
for me you have to die

You try to absolve your soul of sin
But I promise you (promise you), you’ll never win (never win)
When the sun goes down at night
In the guilt you’ll drown (guilt you’ll drown)
For its useless to fight

You try to absolve your soul of sin
But I promise you (promise you), you’ll never win (never win)
When the sun goes down at night
In the guilt you’ll drown (guilt you’ll drown)
For its useless to fight

This is our final goodbye
for me you have to die

A piece of me forever haunts you
When you look back on these last days
And you realise that everything you’ve built was a tomb
A place where your hope dies

A place where your hope dies
A place where your hope dies


 

 

 

 

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ALBUMS
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Next Friday, February 27, 2026
ALBUMS
Jonathan Cain untitled EP [The Fuel]
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SINGLES
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